My Sonata

Okie!!

2007-09-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

Okie...it's officially...i mean I officially confirm that i wun blog here anymore. Wanna eliminate BLACK from my blog.

the blog that i'll blog in is my 3rd one. haha . First, in friendster. Second, Here. Third:

http://www.swtland-sherwyn.blogspot.com/

Sorry...for taking so long. Have been sick and din really get to go on9. Plus...DOE is coming as in, in 3 days time!!

ciaoz!!
sHeRwYn

Random

2007-09-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

1. Watch "Trans" on my b'day.Finished at 11.40pm. Reach home at 12.50am. I went mamak with my 3rd uncle

2.I've formed two family among my teddys. The BROWN family. and the CHECKERS. haha. The browns even have a horse. Horsey Brown is it's name. It as given by Renee to me for my b'day this year. haha. THANKS Renee!!! For giving my teddys a horse.LOL.

3. I found my earrings!!!-the ones my mom got for me from Disneyland Japan. It was in my piano bag! Thank you GOD!!!

4. Recorrect. The first b'day card & present i got is from Memory Lane.hehe.

ALL

2007-09-08T17:23:00.000+08:00

I know i know....it has been ages since I updated my blog.I've been very busy and very misarable-NOT.I've been busy with a lot of things.I can't really concerntrate on my work too. That's a really BAD thing you know.i've been lacking so much!!okey...this reminds me of my science report that is NOT done yet.yooo...because of that i had to procrastinate my LPT!!

Straight to the points:

1.Strings$

you see...we have been buying strings to "string up" the tags. We bought 70+meters the second me and dp went.We finished the strings...so they have to "open-up" a new one because there's not enough.it's RM 0.40 per meter. so 70 meter will be lyk RM 28+.Something lyk that. Plus the previous time we went 20meters = RM 8 + the RM 28 will be RM 36. When they bring the new one out...we saw the price for the whole thing, which consist of obviously more than 200meters, costs only RM 26!!!!!

2.BoysGurlsManja

It was tuesday aka PE or Futball day. I went up the stairs...tired-because my bagS were heavy. Found Joel stand at the doorway, i went :"GET AWAY FROM THERE LA" and the replied " A very Good Morning to you too!!" hahaha.

Then later...after Futball-futball was terrible!-not really-we were drenched-sort ta. I dunnu how the topic come about but it did. "i dun know anyone in my life-girls-that is best friends from young till now.Most of it is just boy and boy or gurl and boy. It's just because guys knows how to tolerate & so on....girls on the other hand.....(is opposite)" remark joel-other convo were made but i dun rmb- "Guys tolerate much...girls can't really...they're opposite.That's why they are attracted to each other - which is called opposite attraction!"-replied ME.

Another went " It's either girls manja guys or guys manja gurls.or both.Most of the time,i think it's girls the one who manja guys. Coz when the girls angry...the guys will rmb that the girls "manja" them b4 so......."-joel

I was lyk "How do gurls manja guys" all the way to Jo'el.hahaha.Finally...later...as we were going down the stairs to lunch, i got the answer. "One perfect example is YOU! When you're in a nice mood you VERY NICE to us...but when you're in a bad mood. Oh! Everybody must bow down to Queen Sher Wyn."-Joel " doesn't the answer sastify you?" . Actually to tell the truth...not really hahaha. but still... OMGoodness! I manja guys...Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

P.S. the conversation went SOMETHING lyk that. It might not be the exact one.

3.Camera

i wish i had a camera.Taking down every moment of everything.I would be very nice.God! pls send me a camera! eventhough you've recorded and is recording every single moment of my life.

4.Feelings

i'm having fixed feelings.i duunu what to feel at times.Im confused, to be exact. Confused about what? A lot of things i guess.I dun have the time to think about the things im confused at.

-I dun know who i like.hahaha.

5.Rally

Rally was great. Even though there's not much ppl...it was an awesome one
God help me! Save me!

6.Boven

okey...im obssess!! obsess about b*** or g***.I wanna see him! so long din meet him ede.haha.heard he's very tall ede.It was so cool the other time he came.So nice to talk and TEASE. hahahaha. Same age. Stays in England. My god mother say he'll come back maybe in one or two years time.Wen theeng!!He's kinda cute and handsome.

okey...im totally totally??? This is what im talking about....all the random stuff...all the confusing feelings and different feelings.

AM I NORMAL? i feel abnormal!

P.S. I lost 5 points in my LA ST just because i din write the S's in synonym(s). Vale and Veil are Homonyms i wrote homonym.

That cause me get a B in my ST. I could have gotten an A- which is 96%!!

Coming Soon...

2007-09-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

Coming Soon on My Sonata

-strings$$
-BoyGurlmanja
-camera
-feelings
-rally
-boven

random(post)
-12.50
days to rAlLy!

ETC...

soryy...have been very busy lately!!heheehee^.-

Expect D Unexpected

2007-08-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

...Come As You Are

those of you who cam make it for this rally pls do come!

Here's the link: http://www.grcyouthrally.blogspot.com/

Go Visit...it's done by the Pj and USj ppl...

Secret

2007-08-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching the movie "Secret" by Jay Chou.

The ending is super-duper saddening.Im kinda speechless right now.But i absolutely LOVE the movie to the depths of my heart.lol.The Secret is really a secret.I can't imagine having to do this.I thought this movie have a very happy ever after ending.

the Secret was very very cool.I hope i can have these kind of experince someday.Piano piano piano....violin violin violin...music is very nice.especiallly CLASSICAL.i adore and love CLASSICAL music to the core of the earth.

Does it mean Jay died?and that Rain din recognized him anymore because of the time changed?

will get a pianist BF aka will make sure my BF is a pianist-a very good pianist.-Dream on SWT.though it may seem impossible...ill still hope...still wish...still...

gtg

Paradise Live in Grace Klang!!!

2007-08-24T13:33:00.000+08:00

Just Poems

2007-08-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

as i was going thru my pendrive i found these...so hmm..i decided to post it up...again.haha.

*emo*?-NOT

Letter to my friend…I’m sorry
Good friends were we,
I know you and you know me,
You were important to me.
You were someone who unknowingly,
Made me smiled and laughed happily,
When I was sad and at my lowest.
Though you were one of the worst,
You were one of the best things,
That happened to me.
You were someone in my life,
That no human can replace.
Then something happened,
And it changed everything,
Everything that happened in our past-
Became meaningless.
Thus came the one-sided cold war,
I admit , I started it.
I'm sorry.
I often wonder,
What will it be like today,
If I didn't do that.
I know it's too late to regret,
And I know I can't turn back.
I’m afraid you feel better off without me.
But I was wrong.
You gave me hope,
I am thankful for that.
Despite of what I do to you,
You still try to treat me as before,
and it means a lot to me.
Obstacles seems to be always there
Whenever I want to say, "I'm sorry"
It's all my fault.
I know you'll happily receive me back,
If I just open my mouth to ask.
Like the father who receives his son back,
Despite of what the son have done.
I'm too stubborn,
I still have a lot to learn.
Thoughts of you,
appeared in my head frequently lately;
As the Holy Spirit convict me.
I've cried many times to sleep because of it.
It's unbearable.
Through this I've learned:
What's pain,
what's burden,
What's hurt because I was hurt badly
That I have no tears left to cry
Then finally,I realized;
I realized what I need to do.
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for keeping you waiting
I’m sorry for not saying these earlier
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
At last,I did it;
With God's grace and help.

That One Day
A cheerful and happy
Person I am on the outside
But on the insideIt's totally different
I feel empty
I need one's warm embrace
I need someone to be there for me
I need to tell me it's okay
And that everything will be fine
But no such persons can I find
Perhaps in the future
When I venture
I'll patiently wait
For that one day
When I can get what
I needed on the inside
Though it seem impossible
I will still believe
I will still hope
For that one day.

sHeRwYn(old initial)

Badminton and etc

2007-08-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

My cell group had a "badminton game" yesterday in Dewan Sukan.Since Crystal & I stayed very near Dewan Sukan,we walked there along with her mom,brother-graham, and her cousins.I nearly couldn't go.Nearly.

I really enjoyed it.It has been ages since i played and i still suck at it.haha.anywayz...thanks to myself for wearing scandals becasue i planned NOT to play...i couldn't really play because the guard was lyk watching at times.So when he sees me he will be lyk mumbling some things which i cannot really hear since his voice is very soft.but i sort of understand. NO SCANDLAS ON THE COURT.whatever.it's lyk as if he'll get fired if the authorities find out that i wopre scandlas to play.Later i went barefoot...also cannot. This reminds me of da movie by Phua Chu Kang aka Grumit Singh-"Just Follow Law".Come on la.I feel bad also.Becasue as a christian we must have a Christ-like attitud,and what i did yester-which is continue playing when the MAN left-is not Christ like at all.Is it?-NOT.

*sigh*

niways...

i enjoyed it and my hand hurts.
The right side of me neck and shoulder still hurts-it's been there for days...the pain i mean.
Lack of exercise-says my parents.

LOL

love ya!!
sHeRwYn

P.S. oh ya...it was...i think on Monday i went to my previous blog in frienster and find it interesting and hilarious-NOT. haha.I kinda lyk mt Description of my blog which is

sHeRwYn's world
My life...the way i live...and who i am...

and i get to know the date of something significant happned:18November2006.hahaha.it's nice...sometimes...to read our previous blog(s).

Teeth!!

2007-08-21T19:58:00.001+08:00

i just came back frm the dentist. haha. went there at around 7.00pm ...finished at 7.45pm and arrive at 7.50pm.

will tell u guys more 2molo 2molo.

tomolo...haveing badminton game in dewan sukan. since im bad in badminton..i'll just go there to watch and CHEER.

go KLANG go Klang go go go KLANG!!

hahaha...

muaxs
SWT all the way!!!

back!

2007-08-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

im back ppl!!! back from my birthday!!!

to be frank...it din feel lyk my b'day at all.It's just like every single normal day.That's just what i feel this year.There's no party...i hope i'll get one on my SWEET 16.

btw for those who R curious...my birthday was on the
15th of August...
(if u wanna get me a present...it's still NOT too late...hehee...jkjk^^)

-I got birthday wishes and present from aunty karen, crystal, and graham.
-I got huges in da morning when i arrived at school from my gurl frens.
-Birthday wishes from ppl lyk my best friend,david P and ppl lyk david L. Joel was lyk who's b'day was it huh?who?who's SWT?(lol)during our prayer meeting.Mean Joel.
-I got a specially handmade card by Sis Yi Wen.
-I got two secret recipe cake from the centre and the poh's.
-what i got summore??

sounds lyk bragging huh?haha
more to come...

afta school...i went to my aunt's house.
watch a princess barbie show-it ws a very nice one.
then blablabla

later...

10 of us : [last and third aunt and uncle(4) ; my cousins: Casey,Calvin,Sam,Ee Ling, and me(5) and annie-maid(1)] went to Jusco in A CAR to watch Transformers.

Transformers...was a very actiony show... kinda nice and interesting.I recognize a few guys or you may want to call it MEN.They're Danny frm Las Vegas...a black guy from Prison Break and etc.They say Sam Witwicky is frm Even Steven.

P.S. as what THE person wrote on the previous post in my blog...i argued with Renee and dp about Trans.I dun wanna watch it at all...cause i don't want to watch it.Furthurmore i dun really lyk action movy.weird i know...i just dun lyk.heehee.

im using graham's laptop.

coming up nxt on My Sonata...

...EVAN ALMIGHTY (watched)
...The Simpsons Movie

EVAN AlMIGHTY
i personally do NOT think it's a good idea to watch it in da Cinema.Seriously.It's kinda stupid though...building an ark and all the animals oming in...to that ark just a survive a dam breakage.No offence.Bruce Almighty makes more sence.

Highlights in...
Bruce Almighty- B-E-Autiful

Evan Almighty- Change the world!!!

How do you change the world???

by one

Act of Random Kindness at a time

THE SIMPSONS
hmm...it's kinda funny at times...i have no comment about this movie.I would like to have a taste of the PINK doughnut.hahaha.

i guess that's all..

ta-ra^^

- my birthday-

2007-08-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

yipee!! FINALLY..my birthday has arrived!! so happy!!

i just want to thank all those who made my day a memorable one!! thank Renee for the lovely card and the delicious cake!! =)

oh ya..I also watched "TRANSFORMERS" today!! Actually I did not want to watch, because it was transformers and I thought that it was "robotic." I argued with dp and renee about Transformers in tuition. He said that i should go and watch it and renee too asked me to go..but at first was really reluctant to go and watch. But anyway, I did go but I had to SACRIFICE so many things!!! =(

I told dp that I had to sacrifice my Chinese/Korean movie. and it was the LAST EPISODE, and in addition to that I had to sacrifice going online! =(

I think that is all! my b'day was a BLAST!!

God bless!!

SWT all the way =.=Swt

Kisses and hugs..xoxo

RaNdOm

2007-08-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

This book is very very very nice.I'll talk more bout this book nxt time.REALLY...you peeps should read this!!

-got hair cut on Fri ...just trimmin...too bad dun have cam if not u guys can see the difference.

-what's the matter wif mua?can't help laughing.

-very difficult to stop.Laughing i mean...once i started.

-Gosh.Need to learn not to smile-laugh when someone lyk dp made me while "bullying" me because i always tease/"bully" him.Eye for eye.It's so hard you know.

-can't believe Sir David Poh is younger than me and Renee!!!

-haha.My best fren is so......interesting.It's YOU...Daveed im referring to.

-gonna post a "touching" post for him on his b'day-in months to come to make him CRY.

-wonder whether my cousins got chosen 4 NS.Someone(ahm ahm) in my school got chosen.SWT feels for you!!!

-what on earth am i talking/crapping about.

-I hate H&G.I can die in scoring.what more when i go college?-the guys made me reminded me today.

-I can die in scoring my other subs too!!!

-stress?

-manabus!

-needa check my self again and agian.But the problem is i can't help NOT laughing when he tease/bully me back.Stupid la.Learning.

muaxy,
SWT all da way!!!

2007-08-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

2 days

Ratatouille

2007-08-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

I watch RATATOUILLE a few weeks ago.It's very interesting and cute.I love Emile.He's so chubby and cute.Not forgetting the Main Character-Remy.He's cool!!.it's a very nice movie.you guys should watch it.It's kinda cool.

For those who are thinking:"BUT THE MOVIE'S NOT OUT YET...how she get to watch." or whatever.

the answer is : I HAVE MY SOURCES.

*wink

ahm...ahm...

2007-08-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

Neethu, I,SWT, am very proud of you of your sharing on Friday.You did an amazing/fabulous job!

WELL DONE my friend!!!!!!

9th August

2007-08-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

1.00am

was watching the sky and clouds just now.My father as showing and telling me about the weather and the clouds.Weather changes.Global warming.Sudden changes in weather.It's kinda cool,you know,to watch what i watched and feel the wind,cool and comforting.

I realize i had to bursh up and master my science.About all the weather thingy.Fronts and clouds,pressure and so on.I'm not THAT a weather or science preson.If someone Xplain to me and show me,I would understand much better.

I always dream,as in "wish" that i would have friends,los of friends who are good at different things.Everyone is talented in something one way or another.4 Xample: weather,art,history,music,writing,reading,math,Bible,plants,animals,computer,graphics,singing,and so on.And that they will share with me what they know and learned.I think it's cool and fun.And they will go "do you know that a frog dun have vocal chords?"-something lyk that,but i dun think it's true-the frog thing,i made it up meself.

do you know......but of course i'll get REALLY BORED,small,and stupid if all of them goes:" Do you know?Do you know?" all the time.haha.These things remind me of Ulgy Betty-Betty and Henry.

And if i have a friend who is superduper good in history and wants to organize a trip to Rome,historical places,Jerusalem,Isreal,and so on.I'll be the first to say YES!!! provided i'm old and mature enough and rich enough la.$$$.

"Crows are the only bird that doesn't sing"...uh-huh...i can't believe it either.

"Superman wore his underwear inside out when he was little, amazing...isn't it?

"It took ten years for Leaonardo to paint Mona Lisa's lips,totally unbelievable/outrageous"

-Just don't believe what i just type/write...im just CRAPPING while showing examples. XD

SWT^^

Last Sunday

2007-08-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

gosh! i just realize I can actually NOT lose 3 marks in my consumer math!! I could have gotten 97!!!!How many marks do I have to lose in my tests before i lay on to the grounds?How many careless mistakes do i have to make before i RIP?

GOD HELP ME!!!

My mistake was, instead of MONEY i wrote MANY.

Many instead of Money!!!
goodness!!!

(they ask to write the defination of salary and wages. There's where i ade the mistakes)

This is what I wrote:

Salary: Many paid an employee by day,week,month,or year,but not by the hours.
Wages:Many paid an employee per hour worked or per unit produced.

Actually...i could have gotten 100% . Thanks to my carelessness. I times the Monthly Salary by 24 instead of 12 to get the Annual Salary.

OMGoodness.

SWT!!! oh...SWT!!!

ate durian b4 that.Durian from "graceland".Our's church's(Grace Assembly of God) property.

*-Th3 3nD-*

2007-08-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

7days to mua's birthdate.

answer-Thursday

2007-08-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

it's offcially 11 days my birthday.
i want to go 4 an orchestra!!!

oh ya!!i SORT-OFF found THE CULPRIT for my bad luck.wait...not luck...but SERIES OF UNFORTUNATATE EVENTS.

the answer is the word, "jinx".

the defination of jinx is

NOUN:
1. A person or thing that is believed to bring bad luck. 2. A condition or period of bad luck that appears to have been caused by a specific person or thing.
TRANSITIVE VERB:
Inflected forms: jinxed, jinx·ing, jinx·esTo bring bad luck to.
ETYMOLOGY:
Possibly from jynx, wryneck (from its use in witchcraft), from Latin iynx, from Greek iunx, perhaps from iuzein, to call, cry

the macmillian dictionary: a force that brings or cause bad luck to happen.(something lyk that...i'll get back to you peeps)

You see...we've been using this word whenever one of us say the same word as the other person at the same time.I duunu how the word spread but it just did.At first only three of us know of this "game"...then within a glimpse of an eye...practically everyone in school is using it. Just that we din say "you owe me a soda" and blablabla after saying THAT word.

On Thursday morning Deborah "called" us aside and tell us about the defination.She's not the 1st to tell the defination...dL is...i think.but she's the first to show us the dictionary-defination.Then mrs poh sorta of "talked" to us about it during assembly then we had an "confession session".

Most of the "leaders" in school,including me have been using THAT word. This is very sad. i know.We've been using THAT word without even realizing or care to find out what it meant. Whatever happens to all our prayers for the upcoming GRC youth rally & etc...i hope it has ascended to heaven and is NOT still in the lab nor the store room(there's where we pray everytime).We've confessed and God has forgiven us...i hope...but the consenquences???i had enough consenquences already.
There's double,triple,quadruple,quintuple,sextuple,octuple,nonetuple. IMAGINE the effect of it!!!! our words...*sigh*.

i also made what Joel called the "highlight in school" today. Inwas having my devotion,reading about Balaam and his donkey.You know...where the donkey talks and all. i was so into the story that when David Low goes :" SherWyn." I SCREAMED!!!
My screaming made practically everyone jumped.He jumped too...i think.It feels lyk he's speaking RIGHT THRU MY EARS.hahaha.tp be honest...i've imagained this kind od situation b4...lyk what's gonna happen if a crocach landed on me.lolx.

signing off,
SWT^^

orchestra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loads

2007-08-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

do you see two faces??WAT says one looks sad and another one looks scared.i think.
we took this pic in PJ b4 we set off to Broga.It's original.we din edit it at all...other than rotating it la.So ENJOY!!!!

hmph...i shud write down what i wanna type nxt time.can't really rmb what to say becoz i ve tons to say.

Sun

-we had jumble sale and some "BOX-es sale

-went to NASI KING on GRC after that.

-skip rangers.h(2 times in a row)

hope i can still pass my citizenship merit.They went to the Bomba

-went to crys's hse

-bekah invited us to Captains Ball

-played Captains Ball

-Colin,Kelvin,Kelsern,Joel,Jason,Graham,Rebekah,Crystal,Me,Ivan,Peanut,Joanne,etc

-losers WON...winners LOST

Tues

-had a superb time in PE.

-CIA "broke" her glasses during football.dp!!

-CIA & I bathe in the gurls toilet.An amazing and sorta hilarious experince

-I got my other side of doggy earing bac!!!thanks aunty karen!!!

STUPID!!!STUPID!!!STUPID!!!

Haiyo!is this the consequences of of and my stupid plan of re-taking?!It's 7 points!!!7!!!i could have gotten 87!!!thanks to my "wicked plan" i got 80!!!for goodness sake.YoYoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo...actually 10 points!!i could have gotten 90!!!no...7 points...but still...it's 87!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-HOPELESS-

urghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!!!!!

STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually later i have to re-take but i saw the naswers ede so.....NO!!!!

yeeeeyeyeyeyyeyeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

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Great! i've lost 3 earrings ede.Am i that unreliable? My heart is broken aka im heartbroken.I lost the pair which my mom got frm Disneyland-Japan and a doggy black earing! How many things i have to lose before i die aka lay on the grounds?????!!!!

P.S. as typed above......eventually my doggy earing has fly back to mommy's arms.

........................................................................................

Found my doggy earing ede!!!crystal gave it to me in the car 2day!Thank God! now my mickey earing.hope i din wrap it up in tissue paper adn throw it away!!!Thinking about it now... i think i did...DID I???oh!!!!yooo....This is sickening. My watch (BUM's)-stolen i guess.RM 89.90....my earings!!!!!Now ppl wun trust me ede....my mom....????

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P.S. Yester yester i found out that the t-shirt i got from genting expanded.All because i put it in the washing machine.VERY SMART of me!!!!my heart is in a billion pieces NOW!!!it's not nice ede!!!!!!!it used to be so nice!!!Now i will NOT simply put t-shirts in to washing machine.i thought i was okey and it will be okey.but HOW I KNOW!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!

A MILLION PIECES IS MY HEART!!!!!!

.....,

SWT

random...AGAIN and AGAIN!!!

2007-07-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

dream big.
achieve big.
he makes me forgets the meaning of BIRTH DATE.
what's the meaning of it?
is it just this random baby gurl borned into earth to burden everyone and to suffer life?
It makes me think that my birthday is meaningless.
Lyk what Solomon say before he became THE Solomon:
EVERYTHING IS MEANINGLESS!!
13 is the year i go into teenage.
It's significant!
to him...it's NOTHING!!!
NOTHING AT ALL!!!
why?why?why?
am i that meaningless.
maybe i am.
i wonder does i matter much to anyone.
anyone at all.
come on!!!
I know of one person who really really care.
Even i dun feel lyk it.
I dun feel lyk he's near.
But i believe,
i dun noe how.
I guess
that's the power of FAITH!
i guess.
so sick.
so fed up of things in life.
craving for MORE.
searching for MORE and MORE
"Enough is never Enough for humans"-over the hedge
i guess.
but i know
i know
THIS IS DIFFERENT!
instincts.conscience.
so tired.
restless.fatigue.exhausted.
Need a new breathe of air.
Im different.
Im special.
Most of all...
I'm God's daughter.
I'm a princess.
I'm God's Child.
King of Kings.
Lord of Lords.
Rock of Ages.
Lily of the Valley.
Lion of Judah.
Daughter of.
I'm God's Child.
I'm God's Child.

P.S. Btw im 14 this year.

Leadership Camp-2nd Day

2007-07-25T19:37:00.001+08:00

I dun have time to post on the 2nd day...so i'll post some pics 1st.
i curi them from grace's blog.sorry grace!!
not body frm our team brought camera...so....

One of the "thing" in obstacle course.I learned that if you have friends and God around you when you're going through difficulties...it's much much much easier to get through you. You see the two girls up there:jaclyn and jern lyn,i think, if it's not for them,pulling us up...it would have taken us ages to get through this "thing". Yeah..."thing".heehee.^^

this is how we crossed over to the other side of the monkey bar!!! whoosh!!!it's SOSOSOSOSOSOSO much easier.I thank God for "Our Friend".If it is not for it...we would be spening 10 million years just to get thru the monkey bar!P.S. for those who is going to camps with obstavle course...you ppl shud use this way to cross over.just a suggestion.XD.

This is our beautiful raft with THE PEOPLE on it.There are a few from other teams.But we are still ONE in this.Names of people from the front:Joel,Jern-Lyn,Sayfyril,Lydia,Ian,Crystal,Jaclyn,Alicia-CIA,Bee Bee,Grace,Benjamin,SherWyn-SWT-me,and DAVID POH!!!! hahaha...our raft was lyk the nicest and the strongest!!!jkjkjk.flatter myself much.-NOT!

Process of building the raft.Im sumewhere...i think...at the edge there helping david.Building this raft makes me want to revise my lashing.hahaha.it as lyk last year that i complete my lashing merit.So can't rmb much of it.XO.

We were at the 1st row.

i think this was the briefing of the obstacle course and flying fox by Mr Vasu...Dinash...and Dillion.Who came all the way frm KLANG!!!

where am I?

-what were we doing?where am I??-

i can't beliebe i miss One Tree Hill!!!haiya...it's lyk so kanchong ede them i have to go 4 camp!but IT"S ALL WORTH IT...i guess. Rm 170 for this camp is a bit too much.Myabe la...shud have reduce it a little!-NeverM.

a lot happened on the 2nd day.

but i guess im gonna share 1-2 major "things" that happened!

1. As i as doing the balancing thing in obstacle course,u you the one with a plank and 4 chains...yeah that...i was laughing and laughing because the plank and i was shaking i guess...if it's not for this reason...it means that i laughed for no reason.hahaha.I was laughing and laughing and laughing...slowly i WENT BACKWARD-with my eyes closed(it just closed itself naturally)and the next thing i know im on the ground-mind you...i was holding cyrstal's hands...to balance myself. And the 1st thing i ask when i get up is :"DID I HIT MY HEAD ON A ROCK?!" well i asked that because my head hurts...it feels lyk i really hit my head on a rock. And if ever i hit my head on a rock.i wouldn't be here typing this.I would be in the hos in COMA with a ventilator.haha.great imagination-NOT! my leg got bruise also i dunnu how i got it when i fell but i just got it.AMAZING!-not at all.hiaz.thank God it's my left leg that is hurt.There was lyk erm...what you call that..."opposite of a lump" on that "bruise" I was lyk "OMG!!Did i break my leg??I dun want to end up lyk dex!!" -no offence dexter.Then all the thoughts of what will happen if i break my leg RUSHED into my contaminated mind.haha.Thank GOD i din break my leg!I got abrotion NOT abortion on my legs and hand also.little bit onli la.Everyone elses did get.Most of them.And ya...the balancing thingy...i was the last and only who haven't went thru it.so...you know.Then David Poh lend me his arm...haha...that's how i get thru the "balancing thing" I was GRABBING his arm as i walk thru the plank.Thank GOD for your arm DAVIDPOH!!!thank GOD for YOU!!!!!^^without him...i wouldn't have gone thru at least 2 of the "things" in obstacle course!

2.The flying fox was great.Climbong up the 60 feet stairs as kinda scary.Scarier than the rope bridge that we have to cross in Pow Wow.I still rmb , as i was crossing the bridge the 2nd time-or was it the 1st?nvm.i go for flying fox i was singing my Jesse's "Beautiful Soul" and etc.Another time in FRIM-4 our rangers advancement...crossing the man made "bridge"...i dun think it's a bridge but whatever.I was reciting Psalm 91 and etc. Bryan was lyk "wah......"i forgot what he said but he did said something.BAck to story.At one point of time i feel lyk stopping and giving up.i dunnu why but i did.ridiculous rite?But i told myself.I have to go up and up will i go.I asked for strenght from the Lord and he did gave me strenght and the courage to go up. I have to admit...it was kinda scary. As i was waiting for my turn...the feeling of giving up overwhelmed me AGAIN. But thank GOD i manage to get through it.Thank God that I have to sit on the platform b4 I "FLY OFF"!!!It feels much much better.THANK GOD I MADE IT THROUGH.

i was kinda dissapointed myself.Because im not THAT girly kind. But during pondrafting...i was girlier than the girliest!!!This is SO SAD you know.

The pond that we "raft on" was barely even 3feet!!!and the ground was very very very slimy and disgusting.At one point as i "accidently" step on the "ground" it feels lyk i stepped on a hand bone!!!what you call a hand bone. gosh!!my science!!!It was so hard to get to the other side.Our raft was going in circles.haha.maybe because we din paddle muh.I was paddling with my arms and my legs.Hope that had helped.We were supposed to paddle to the other side but we din...coz Ms Catherine appear suddenly "above the left side of the pond" and say there's no need for that but we have to pluck a leaf from there.blablablabla.

WE GOT 1ST PLACE FOR THE POND RAFTING!!!!

ALPHA ROCKS!!!!

i guess that's all.I know i type a lot and it's very uninteresing and long winded...hahahaha...forgive me.Still...hope you enjoy....

muaxy muax muax,

SWT -.-lll

Leadership Camp-1st day!

2007-07-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

We set of to PJ at around 12.00+
we wait wait wait wait until 3.00++ onli set off to Broga.

what we do?

we hang around.posed!!.romeo and juliet. WAT and CIA get to take pic with ps Henry.I missed.i was there but crystal and renee was lyk "sherwyn!!!ai theeng!!!alicia!!!"at the stair's hole there so i went la. and when i came back.HIAZ.there's still nxt time.the least is when i GRADUATE!!! hahahaha.

so the stinking bus came.carbon monoxide filled the air!!!whooosh!!!and the when everyone is on board-off we go.i know my sentence dun make sense.it's because i dun have time to think carefully.running out of time.lol.unbelievable i noe.

i took us more than 1 1/2 hour to reach there.We play sweet or sour half way there.lol. 20 ppl were sweet!!!others were...SOUR

once we set foot on Broga. me and crystal being in Alpha team have to changed to our shorts and help out in the kitchen!!! Dinner awaits!!We were exhuated.at least they were because of all the work. me, i was fatigue coz...as i mention, of wednesday!haha.was still wearing the same shirt i came with till i bathe which was lyk 2 am in the morning. talk about that later. We had no electricty.no water.not much water. from the time we came till late at nite. amazing huh.-NOT!
we praised and worshiped GOD in the dark.we actually were supposed to go 4 jumgle walk but it drizzled so...canceled.i was FATIGUE. so i din really pay much attention during worship and "sharing". i was "resting" most of the time. After the worship and evrything...we found out that our group will have to wash ALL the dishes since and because it's late ede so...

okey...our team-ALPHA consist of : Joel Bryan, Jaclyn,GraceGoh, DavidP,Crystal,SherWyn(SWT)-me!,Lydia,Sayfryil,Jern-lyn.Wee Yen din come.

we wash wash wash...seriously i had a great time doing that.

we wash wash wash until there's no water for us to bathe. We had to go to the boys' side there and bathe. We found "toilet houses" and we bathe there. It was 2.00++am when we bathe. After having done what is needed...we off the lights, walked out of the toilet house door, took a few steps.POOF!!!all the lights went out. Me and Crys were lyk why they off the lights and we were softly shouting...yeah softly shouting 'Ms Catherine!!!Uncle Kevin!!!" while we hold each others' hands and walked slowly on the cool grass towards the van in which we came with.Thank GoD they on the headlights of the car!!

We went back to our cabin...figure out we can't sleep with our hair wet. Crystal suggested we dry our hair with this massve fan we have got in the kitchen...then she suggested running...but some1 say we'll SWT...i eman sweat.We're NOT in Aussie.so too bad.We dried our hair with the gigantic fan in the kichen.

went back.off the lights.the other girls from our team and cabin were still in the hall waiting 4 water to boil.they came back. allow them to on the lights since we're not sleeping just yet.Were crys??

THEN....

we went busy at nite.lolx.

that's end of DAY 1.

SWT-.-lll

blablabla...

2007-07-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

there's a lot to tell.but i lazy la. someore no pics. Neethu!!!pics!!!

on last Wednesday...i dun feel very good.It's exactly 1 week.haha. I was very cold. guess how many layers i wore? it's around6-7 layers.haha.

1.my uniform
2."sweater"
3. my jacket
4. my another jacket
5.CIA's jacket
6. DavidL's jacket(i look lyk an eskimo with his)

then i feel panas.so i have to take all the jackets off.

i din go to skool da nxt day.too tired.plus mrs poh ask me to rest at home.sorta.so taht i will be in good condition when i go 4 camp on FRI.

So on FRI we had chapel.I back-up.though i was sorta out-of-breathe due to wednesday.hahaha.

stressed out.

2007-07-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

stressed out...am I?
not MC nimore.
lack of ppl.
sad.too bad.
he say im not good.
she say im not good-another thing.
which is true.
???
things i need to do and things i want to do.
doing things i want to is easier
who cares?
I cared.God cared.
what to do.
let it be i guess.
im so confused.
im so messy.
haha
yeah.
out of order.
Not ready yet.
there's alwayz nxt year.
im still young.
there's alwayz nxt time.
nxt chance.
wun give up.
can't.
till i suceed
i must and i will.
yeah.

-what you were once to me
is not now any more-

and it sorta saddens me.XI

signed,
SWT^^

Untitled

2007-07-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

hiaz.i've been lacking in my work lately...i need to work harder!!!!!

oh ya...dun 4get to check out church new toilets out.It's so nice.But they haven't REALLY clean it up yet.We-GRC-ians are so fortunate. We're lyk the very very very first ones to use the toilets.haha.Dun forget!!

urghh...WORK WORK WORK!!!

well...em on fri 6th july i was the WL 4 chapel got the very first time.And we only had chance to practise on thurs and on the day itself.And i have got very very very "helpful" musicians. VERY . they both in one way or another discouraged me.They say they din.i say they did.COME ON!!!it's my very first time. it's better to shut up than to say some not-so diescouraging words. So much better.Even it sucks lyk mad encourage the person with better words instead of "you suck!" or "it just sucks" or "you'll be 'dead' if simon cowell is in here" or even "i feel nervous for you...this is the very first time i feel nervous when im playing the piano." it's that what you ppl...most of the time BOYS have got to say?it's not lyk your super duper good. they did encourage me but it was lyk only 40 % of it only...the other 60% is blablabla.hahaha...life's very interesting!^^

anywayz...i know i sounded yk im really MAD.actually im not.it's just the way i typed. but STILL...

from last last fri to tues...we did our work and everything in fellowship hall.The toilet there stinks.i even saw a ran that when down the "hole" just below the sinks.Why we do our work there?Due to the DUSTS...small unhealthy particles...that the drilling of the renovation cause we shifted there.

random random random

blablabla

i'll graduate with him for you to see!!!hmph!!!dun ever look down on me...i can catch up whenever i want you know.it seems that u din see my pacs b4. whatever.

Gosh!!!what's with me...?????what on earth???am i that mad.i think so not.

VACANCY IS STILL UP.KEEP YOUR "RESUMES" COMING.

-the sexiest thing about a girl is confidence-
agree?niwayz...on/some guy(s) wrote that.

till then.
xoxo,
SWT^^

Random...quotes

2007-07-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

-Men will alwayz be Men- Orlando (brand)

-Be smart don't start-

-United we stand, divided we fall-

-bocan-gaelic word for ghost-

the firsts things that i want to do when im 21 if i don't get to do now

1. Go for orchestras...at least one!!
2. Go for musicals...at least one!!
3. Go for ballet concerts

and etc etc etc...

and oh ya...the vacancy rite...

i'll raise the salary to RM 10...

IF you manage to get me stress-free for a couple of days.

i guess that's all for now.

coaz.

muax!!
SWT^^

hmph

2007-06-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

I have been very busy lately.

going thru stress

long time dun have stress ede

i miss the feeling of stress

really...im not lying

i miss the feeling of being hurt (lol)

but it's true...

watever.

VACANCY

Job:Stress Relieve
Salary:FOC(maybe FOOD)
Most preferred gender: Male

Caution(girls):i dun want massage(im ticklish)nor spa.

i guess i just need to laugh more.

Meeting

2007-06-22T18:08:00.000+08:00

Guess what. We finished at 9.30++pm and reached home at 10.05pm.I(we) broke the record.I (we) spent more than 13 1/2 hours in skool on Wednesday.Amazing!.haha.cool.whole new experience.lame.It's 10.05pm when i reached home. Imagine they that came to Klang from USJ and PJ. We shud have a day off.lol.just joking.

GRC Youth Rally Coming Your Way!!!!

Watch Out.

Wednesday

2007-06-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

I can't believe we're having meeting from 3.00++-8.30pm!!!my korean series!!!today 1st episode.2molo and fri i wun get to watch. Thurs-tuition Fri-cell group!!!urghh...youtube dun really have the series.just a few parts onli. ohh!!!my "Love Truly"!!! *cries*

blablabla

2007-06-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

quite a lot has happened but i dun really have the time to type it out

anywayz...last Tuesday (i think), i saw the grass in taman chi liung field grow.lame.

niwayz...i gtg ede..sry..

buhbye

s.C.H.O.o.L

2007-06-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL'S IN!!!!!

actually...i kinda miss the hols.can wake up late.go on9.do nonsense.and etc etc.

but im happy that school's in!!!

i have no idea...why i keep on dreaming weird dreams otehr than sleeping to dreamland.(Renee u shud noe what dreams im talking about...scary rite?)

anyway...today again...my Consumer Math ST i was one question close to getting 100% . Thanks to the last question. What is the largest prime factor of 12. I wrote 6. it's actually three. I forgot to work with the "formula" haiz...anywayz...u might be thinking why Consumer Math sounds so easy...learning about prime factors...4 ur info...it's just unit 1. U will see me having white hair by the time i finish all of the 10 books. Joel and Dev can testify to that. whatever. anywayz...tomorrow we'll be going to PJ for Youth Rally comitte meeting and the Pipers "seminar". hmph. sounds interesting eh?-NOT!

anywayz my tuition is at 8 and im typing these.From my mom's shop to andalas will talk about 15minutes.So do your math and erm say taht im a last minute person.lol.just joking

SeeYa PeoPle!!!

Yipeee!!!

2007-06-09T17:29:00.001+08:00

School's in SOoooooooOOoooon!!!

Can't wait!!

i hope i wun be dissapointed.

I had a terrific time yester.I gained to new experince.Bowling and Go-Karting.

Nana had a strike in bowling.Our score is just 21...21...21...25. Wei!!dun look down on us okey.It's our VERY FIRST time. And we were using 9 pounds ball in the beginning coz we couldn't find lighter ones. It was great. We played bowling with Ps Ronald and the boys(form 2 boys)

ThAnk yOu Pastor RoNaLd!!!!

it's also the first time i walked around in sunway alone with nana. I should have ask my mom for some money. i dun noe we're going shopping. And too bad i dun have a credit card.lol.

we went go-kart later. i know i know i drove very slowly but come on im a gurl it's my first time im afraid i'll loose control.Excuses.lol. and i got stuck at the end corner lyk a million times and i guess the man got kinda fed up. "You again?!" sorry Man. thank u 4 bearing with me.XD.And oh yeah...i love that part with i hit the tyres and the tyres went helter skelter.LOL. it would be very very FUN if go kart it's meant to- HIT THE TYRES. ok. i know u get what i mean. but who doesn't know i suck at explaining things. 15 bucks. Bought a grand new experince. Watch out ppl!!! NExt time i go Go-Kart. Im going to blow your pants off.lol.jkjkjkjkjk. I'll try to blow myself off to be exact.

once again...

ThANK YoU ps roNald...

i know i know....he dun even know i have a blog.hahaha.

SchoooooooooOoooooooool Im COMING for ya!!!!!!!!!!

SWT-.-lll

Oppss

2007-06-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

Oppsss...i made a BIG humangous mistake....

Sorry Cynthia...heheeeheee....my bad

the tag is suppose to be "10 things i love"

anywayz...

#1. I love my GOD!!!He's the reason im still living today, He's the reason I sing, He's the reason i am who i am today. I love you Jesus!!! He'll never forsake me even though now He's very silent.

#2. I love my family(grandmas grandpas uncles aunties cousins).They are alwayz pouring out their love.

#3. I love my friends. They rock!!!They play a GREAT BIG part in my life...each and everyone of time.It's lyk the web of life aka spider web.Without them i wun be who i am 2day. *Muacks* to all my loving and GREAT friends.
P.S. He asked me to put this pic...and delete the one i post at 1st

#4. I love teddy bears.They are cute...very cute and very innocent looking and very cuddly.

#5. I love chocolate.Chocolate is also one of gurlz BEST FRIENDS!!!

#6. I love ice-cream.Esp: Baskin Robin's Rainbow Sherbet and LOVE POTION!!!oh!!!yeah baby!!!....L.O.L...XD

#7. I love TV.It's where i can watch tv programs.duh.whatelse does the tv do?lameness

hana kimi...ugly betty cute ppl all kinds of ppl random ppl

#8. I love my JESSE MCCARTENY!!!

#9. I love my pillow!!!hmmm....esp the edges

#10. I love FOOD...it's where i go to when im depressed other than david poh. shopping-clothes & etc...too bad i dun have the body to wear most of them. *cries*

5reasons i blog

^1. Because it's sorta the only place where i can express myself without much interuptions

^2. Because I like

^3. Because I feel like

^4. Because I want to

^5. Other than blog where can i go??i wun be THAT diligent to own a diary.

actually...i also dun really know...when i really find out why i blog. Blogspot will be the first to know.

5 persons i wanna tag...

1. Ai Theeng

2. Christana

3. -

4. -

5. -

SWT^^

NEW Favorite Quote

2007-06-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

Random...random...random....

My new favorite quote is "同志万岁“！！！！！！！！

So my lovely friends....dun be surprise when i go to skool...or anywhere talking to you and then suddenly i say “同志万岁” and showing a peace sign. Dun be surprise...

"同志万岁" means "Long Live GAY"!!!!

LOL!!!

Dun get me wrong...that doesn't mean i support "Gayism"...but it's very cute...i eman the phrase "同志万岁” hahahahahaha.....hehehehehehe....lol.......XD......=P

I can't imagine if "同志万岁” i guess the world aka planet earth will be turned upside down.Topsy-turvey...

just dun be surprise my lovely friends...teddy bear...If i fo to you and say........

P.S. Other than 吴尊，汪东城。。。。。。。。i really lyk that guy- 南学长 aka 梁思南 aka 唐禹哲。

he's super handsome and he ada tons of gaya!!!

here's a pic of him:

P.S. Next day i'll put more gaya pics of him....*winks*

Obssess + High =

SWT^^

专属天使-Tank[吕建忠]

2007-06-05T16:07:00.000+08:00

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂没
有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现我
一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

Holidayzzzzzzzzz......

2007-06-05T14:08:00.000+08:00

ZzzzzZzzzzzZzzzzzz

holidays are VERY boring without much activities and without friends.Anywayz...holidays are days where you can ZZzzzzZzzzzZZzzzzzzzzz until you're satisfied.And I've finished watching Hana Kimi(which im now very obssess about...now).And im alwayz in either dreamland or slumberland all day long.lol.I love that show!!!but i dun quite lyk how it ended. I wanted to see they tell each other their "secret".!!!urghh..CAN"T WAIT for “HanaKimi2"And the movie wu zun going to film with stephen chow and angela chang!!

Wu Chun!!!i love him!!my new obssession.lol.he's sosososo handsome and cute...adorable but not ugly!one thing i dislike bout him is his BIG humongous arms!!!He was a gym instructor...no wonder...Im very surprise that he's frm Brunei.VERY.And ya...im oso in love and obssess with the song that you're now listening to taht's in my blog.it's supernice isn't it??I love the meaning of the lyrics oso...it fitted nthe series hana kimi perfectly...i nearly cried when i listen to it yester...(oopss...secret leaked out).He studied in Aussie.And i think he graudated with disntinction.Check wikipedia.He's from a rich family oso...one of the 10 top richest family in Brunei.Amazing isn't it??

i can't wait for skool to re-open...then i can do my work...change place!!!!!!!!!!!yeppy!!!and hang out with my friends!!

P.S. maybe someday i'll post what dream and slumberland i was in during the hols.It's very er..."fuuny"...interesting...doesn't make sense...etc etc and it's a very big DREAM.We have to DREAM BIG to achieve BIG!!lolx

obssessed,

SWT^^

我

2007-05-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

我现在爱上了"花样少年少女"了！！！
吴尊。。。。。我好喜欢他的眼睛wo..

“星空”
黄俊源！！！好帅！！！

LOL...

SWT^^

2007-05-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

This post suppose to be for days and days ago but anywayz

Now i've got 1 credit ede!!!or er...2...1 for my Health and Health Quest another is erm...Music??

I've finished my Health and Health Quest electives!!! My heart is aching because i wanted to get all hundred for my HQ5 but my dreams were crushed when i got 93% for my last ST!I've got only 2 wrong asnwer in Ture and False...yeah that's how much 1 true and false questions cost in Health Quest.It's 3 points...3.5 to be exact per true or false question.URghhhh!!!!!! So now it's 100% 100% 93% 100%...i've alwazy wanted to aim for perfection...but i alwayz failed.nvm.try nxt time...for otehr subjects.Haiz...it's still and A but STILL...i could have got 100% in my average for this pac!!!!!!!Now im doing consumer math.Again...i did a siily and CARELESS very careless infact mistake.I multiply wrong and it's lyk SOOOO easy and i multiply wrongly!!!!so it's 97%!!!!!!!yoooo.....plus the 1 unit is the easiest of all!!!!!I hope i wun perish there.I might take ART...with dp.You'll neva know.

H&G

Christopher Columbus was certainly one of the most sucessful failures in the history of mankind.

Columbus was not the first European to reach America.That honor goes to Viking explorers under the leadership of Leif Ericson.The Vikings of Greenland tried to start a colony in Newfoundland,Canada about the year A.D. 1000. The colony failed and Europe never became aware of the continent's existence. It was Columbus' failed attempt to reach Asia that led permanebt contact between Europe and teh Americas. Therefore, as far as Western Civilazation is concerned, Columbus did discover America.

On Tuesday(last)we ahd a "tornament among ourselves...football tournament.Girls and smaller boys among themselves and the senior boys among themselver. The winner will get this:

which is very limited...very very limited.It's the sticker for the Brazillian Football Club

My team...NEARLY won...i should have let the ball down 1st so WAT's group can play with Neethu's group 1st. We could have WOn...but we din.It's was a good game.haiz...dun feel lyk telling more bout this because im sick now...so...haiz..

I was dared during lunchtime to stay in the boy's Water Closet fo 1 minites.No big deal....after lunch i say i'll say for 5 minutes after skool.Afterschool what!!lolx.After skool when i want to go to the boy's water closet and finish my Consumer Math they came and they say they wanna change my dare...coz they say it's easy for me. Now i have to sing "you are my ice kacang" to dp...kneeling down and hands up...lame..lolx...i couldn't help laughing when i do that.Poor davidp.Actually sing to dp is easier than being the the boy's loo.Coz dp is my best fren what.guy best fren n ...best fren..lolx

Wednesday...Teacher's Day

2007-05-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today is a very VERY eventful day. And a VERY very INTERESTING day.

and why is that???

on teachers day...

WE KILLED TWO WHITE RATS!!!

Actually it's not kill...but DISECT.Im NOT bluffing!!really!!!i'll post pictures later...when licia upload it.I thought it was a joke and that they say they'll come to show us it just an excuse to come down to Klang to give a "party"/celebration surprise to Mrs.Poh and Aunty Cynthia since it's teacher's day.Apparently not.It was FUN actually.

Firstly,we put them in a cage and cover it with a cardboard.Then we soak "chlorofoam" in tissues and dump it into the cage.Then the rats will doze of.White rats.

Secondly, we crucify the rat. By putting thumbtacks through it's tiny hands and feet.

Thirdly, we skinned the abdomen part.after the skinning the "bottom body" of the rat. We cut open the er...whatever u call that to see the inner organs.

Fourthly, we cut off the heart. Just in case the rat can feel pain.

then, you can take of whateber you want. I took of the LIVER of the 2nd rat. it looks excatlly lyk chicken liver. Quai Kua. the stomach.I squeeze the food out the the stomach of the 2nd rat. and Joel "push" the foods out of it's intestine. I looks lyk shit. Duh!!it is shit....wait a minute...is it? We snip of it's lungs too.

We cut of the tail of the seond rat too. and oso cut open it's tail...i dun know we Klang ppl we that cruel...or u can say we're JUST CURIOUS.

We beheaded both the rats. Skinned the head. And it's whiskers actually stays with it's flesh. We pull it's togue out. Rats have got cute tougues and for teeth. We "operate" it's head too...to see it's brain. The 1st rats brain was smashed due to HIGH CHOLESTROL and the 2nd rat's brain is just PERFECT. I can't believe it's saying all these without feeling anything...maybe a little.

Ps Henry Ramaya came up to the centre while we're disecting the rats and we're lyk "hi Ps Henry" whne we saw him.

Adrian Chew CAME!!!he came straight away to the centre after he landed.He's BOTAK now.lolx.

i guess that's all.lolx.

With compassion for the poor cute white rats,
SWT^^

Photoshop....GRAHAM!!!

2007-05-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

okey...you see...this sort of the "original" picture.

But our friend...Graham edited the photo and it became like this:

and this:

xoxo,
SWT-.-lll

tracing back...

2007-05-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

ooookkkaaaayyy...why in the world did i do that??
This is interesting...
before the race start(cross country)

After the race...BHB me

Futsul court where we have our tornament.

Sports day...me being CHILDISH...i miss my childhood i guess

the GRC klang seniors and Emmanuel...except for Rebekah

Banner made by: RENEE,me-SWT,DAVIDP,and...rebekah
nice rite???lolx

our team-G16. Took this pic b4 moving on to do the treasure hunt.

After the treasure hunt.i told you...i have a BIG head

After the prize giving. Dexter's team and our team WON!!!

us...with the camels

"the wild" restaurant-fast food

a loney and misarable pony

BIRDS!!!

the male peacok opened it's um...beautiful "feathers" after joel and jeff made some funny noise...peacock noise actually

oh!!!DEER!!!here comes SWT with carrots for thee!!!

looks a bit lyk a baby shark

what fish is this???i have no idea

-SWT-

2007-05-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

This is what we end up with. Interesting rite? We also came up with some last minute stuff. Lyk the "bread" beside. It was supposed to go with/underneath the pasta- Pizza Pasta/Pasta Pizza.

Me and some of my patrol members:Renee,Nana,Joyce,and Grace.

We got 3rd!!!

Adventure rules!!!

But next year when we go expedition...we'll win!!

Pictures from: http://www.rrsel1.blogspot.com/

SWT
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Labor Day(BFC Open/Family Day)

2007-05-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

Though today's labor day...some of my friends and I are laboring-FOOTBALL.

So...Dexter,DavidL,and Dev went ahead 1st coz mrs poh THOUGHT our van dun have space.But it turn out that we still have 6 spaces left.Neethu did not come.Dun have transport.MRs poh ask her to walk to the centre.(what the...they're not guys!).And since they din turn out and mrs poh din go and fetch her even we asked her to. Neethu is our STAR player.She's like the ROSE among the thorns(us).Urghh.whatever.It's not out fault anyway. And actually the boys can actually come with us...but they didn't.It would me a lot nicer if they come with us-me,WAT,CIA,SamuelJoel,DavidP,Jeffrey. Joel Bryan din come coz he got captians' ball tournament...i think.

When we drove pass the field-MPSJ, we-girls were lyk, "OhMyGod!".Why?oz the field is damn BIG and we assume that we're going to use the WHOLE field.but it turn out that we din.After having arrived...we put down our bags...and the next thing we head for is-FOOD.me and licia ate a lot...wait...we ate QUITE a lot. Who cares anywayz? I'll go on diet later. Eat 1st talk later. That's why u see me in my size today. jkjk . Plus, we were lyk hours b4 our game.

The boys played together with ARPIT( NOT armpit) Smart School boys against BFC. BFC won 4-0, some say 5-0. And a very unfortunate and sad thing happen...

-Me and Alicia was at the food tent-again.We're growing ppl, so we need food.whatmore we din have breakfast. Then i saw and heard pastor philip asking for ICE. "Somebody's injured."i said. Then i saw two persons is "supporting'..."carrying" someone. "Is that Dexter?" i mummbled. "No i don't think so" replied licia.

it turned out that it was dexter.I thought he had a sprain,dislocation,or something. I was wrong. He was in TERRIBLE PAIN. I mean...he was in pain. And normally, very pain for us is not pain at all for him. So imagine if it's a lembik girl who kena...or someone lyk me...we would have pass out. He broke his bone. I don't know what's the "name" of the bone but it's just below the knee bone.Ouch! When dP and dev told me that "dexter will be going 4 operation tonite at 11pm" i thought they were bluffing,trying to trick me lyk how they tricked me the other time but this time...is more SERIOUS...niwayz...everybody who got the news was lyk "bluffing ah??" they only believed its true when they hand the phone to mrs poh...

we girls oso played...together with the ARPIT smart school gurls against the BFC gurls. They were Goliaths and we are Davids except that Goliath won. We kena trash badly...i say BADLY. They were lyk trained...very well trained ppl and we...have only gone through training for lyk a year??and whatmore...we're GIRLS!!!lembik girls...no offence to myself. They we lyk tough women.Superwomen.Their team consist of PENNY!!!,Ruby,Coach's wife,Eunice,Aunty Lilian,Nicole(i heard them call that name...she's a white girl),Nicole's sister and etc. Ours: Ai Theeng,Alicia, Me,Kelly,Lydia(indian girl),siti,and the other ARPIT gurls. Tammy,Dawn,Brenda din play...i thought Lydia Tan, Jacquilyn and all would be coming. And not forgetting Neethu who did not come. Thanks to you know who...opps...i think the BFC won 10-0 or something. hiaz. thank God it's a friendly game.

Before heading back to Klang we visited dexter in SJMC(318). His leg is "swollen". He showed us the line(how long the line is)and where the doctor is going to operate. My legs are erm...kinda numb...imagine going for a leg operation. I admire his boldness. If for me i will be lyk "I don't want i don't want!!!is there any other thing that u can do other than to operate??!!!"

Sad la...he WUN be coming to school for FOUR MONTHS. we're going to miss his dearly.I still can't believe what happened. And no sports for him for A YEAR!! which means that(according to the boys) we lost our STRIKER...drummer...song leader...and etc.

He say...i think...he flew up to 6 ft and dropped on the ground.Crap la...haiz...

This may sound weird...but...(WEIRD FACTS about me)

I want to get injured.I wish i can get injured but it seems that God wun allow taht to happen to me just yet.hiaz.I really want to get injured.lyk a dislocation...fracture,or something. But i dun want it to have anything to do with blood coz it would me vely ma fan and scary when i bathe. Ouch!!

I remembered in Pow Wow, I had a fall. Thanks to nicholas shim!! I laugh madly and shed a few drop of tears only when Penny is cleaning my wound.

And i also wished...hoped(this just came to me yester...or was it the day b4...nvm)

I can get shot...7 ShOts...3 or 4 for defending someone(someone lah) who is being targetted and STILL LIVE. if this come true in school..it means that a or a few gun men will break in out school and start shooting. It can be one of the students. I din say this...mrs poh did. About the student being a gunmen.

That's all for now,
SWT

Sat

2007-04-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

Today i went "Mega Worship"

woke up early in the morning...because of my MOM...urgh!

Ps.Andy Yeo frm Altered Frequency preached.It was great!!!His message is very true and meaningful.

This is one of the "secrets" he shared with us.

"You become what you worship"

Go to theory class after Mega Worship

On the way back...i flip the pages of the book "Abosolutely Worthy"- Laurel Shadrach Series that i borrow my friend. And this is what i read in the page(s) that i fliped open:

"When the pastor gave us the Word,I felt even more at home. HE spoke from ISaiah 40:31. "They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strenght," he quoted. "They shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not faint."

He talked about waiting times, when you've ask God for something and you have to wait for Him to give it to you.

I'd askled God for Branson. Deep in my heart I wanted God to fix our relationship. I wanted Him to change Branson's heart so he would stand with me for Christ. But if that's what HE wanted, I needed God to give me the strenght to be happy with His will for my life.

"Turn with me to Psalm 13," the pastor said.

Payton and I opened our Bibles and started flipping the pages.

"Let's look closely at this passage. David was frustratedth waiting for something in his life. In teh first two verses. he asked the Lord why God hadn't changed his situation." The pastor seem to look directly at me. " Are you waiting for God to do something? Are you angry that what you want hasn't happened yet? It's OK to be angry with God. David was. The Lord knows what you're thinking. HE wants you to talk to him about it. Don't respond to your anger by drinking or getting depressed or shouting at your family. Instead, jsut tell God how you feel."

I felt like God was talking straight to me...........

"But David didn't stop there," the pastor ontinued. "In verses 3 and 4, he asked GOd to reveal to him what he was doing to bock the blessing he wanted." Again, the pastor seemed to look right into my eyes. "Are you blocking your blessing? If you are not reading the Bible faithfully,fasting,and praying,you are not doing what is necessary for God to move in your life."

I'd been doing some ungodly things the alst few days. Instead of trying to convince Branson to take me back, and then turning to alcohol when taht didn't work, I should have fasted,claimed Scriptures,and trusted Him with everything. I needed to work on my relationship with Christ. How could I be a great grilfriend,for Branson or anybody else,if my heart wasn't right with God?

"Verses 5 through 6," the apstor went on,"say taht while David waited, even though he didn't have what he wanted. Isaiah 40:31 tells u that those who waited upon the Lord will fly with the eagels. They won't get weary when they run.Praise God! HE is awesome and He loves you. Even if He doesn't do anotehr thing for you ever, you've got enough to praise Him for. Decide today to be renewed, to wait God's way."

As I sat in the pew, I decided to accept the pastor's challenge. I knew God would help me deal with waiting. I was through with being sad. I was going to praise God for everything. "

God Bless You,
-SWT-

STUPID!!!STUPID!!!STUPID!!!

2007-04-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

Urghh!!!i can't believe Im so CARELESS!!!!or can say STUPID...or BOTH!!!

URGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *boohoohoooohoooooo*

I was doing my science Self TEst adn they ask to work out the density of an ibject.And this is what i did.Dun ask me why.I don't even know it myself.

(7 points answer)

mass(grams)
density= ---------------
volume(cm3)

112(grams)
density= -----------
24 (cm3)

16grams 2(grams)
density= 96 --------- = 96 ----------
24 cm3 3(cm3)

i can't believe it!!!!URGHH!!!Im so stupid and careless!!!feel lyk killing myself

how can 112 divide 24= 96??!

what on earth am i thinking

I think i divided correctly(on another piece of paper)but i wrote wrongly!!!!!Whatmore it's a 7 points question!!!!!!!!!!!!SEVEN POINTS for goodness sake!!!!!!!!!!

i can actually get 100!!!!now...ill get less than 93 because according to the ST points thingy it's worth MORE than 7 points!!!and i'll get a B or even a C!!!!for my average points instead of an A!!!!!!!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im so dissapoited with myself!!

*break into tears*

Thursday

2007-04-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

something REALLY funny happen today..well sort of funny

My mom bring me to PJ today...to buy the products(E.Excel).

After buying tons of stocks and put them on a push cart...whatever u call taht we went into the elevator...b4 that my mom asked me...to go into the elevator first...but i didn't cause i just didn't. While going into the elevator and in the elevator itself...she was giving me a long "lecture" because i didn't go in the elevator first to press "OPEN"...get what i mean? After around 30seconds or more...im wondering "Ohmygosh!!!Are we stuck in the elevator??Why is it NOT moving?!Ohmygosh!!!.........." Then only i found out that neither she or me PRESS the button...1...2...3...buttons??? The thing is...my mom forgot to press the button...she got carried away. And I couldn't resist myself from laughing. She was like " why are u laughing?huh?what?"

and later as we go back return the push cart i was er..."smiling" all the way...it's not my fault...she saw and there she goes again "what?very funny meh?why are u laughing" Then i started laughing again.

not-so-funny,
SWT

2007-04-21T16:27:00.000+08:00

You know the Bible 100%!

Wow! You are awesome! You are a true Biblical scholar, not just a hearer but a personal reader! The books, the characters, the events, the verses - you know it all! You are fantastic!

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P.S. I couldn't believe what Joshie just did!!!

last..Tuesday

2007-04-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

today during futball, the gurls played between the gurls and the guys play between the guys.

im in the blues team...the team consist of me,neethu,and alicia.

the other team-ai theeng,joni,and kelly

and at the end of the game the score is

7-2!!

our team got 7. Neethu scored one goal.Alicia scored one(i think) and i score five.the reason i scored so many goals...i think...is because i was standing near the goal from the beginning until the end..so i was lyk the striker...im so proud of myself!!!-not at all...jkjkjk...

and yeah...thanks to dL...i got seven errors for my spelling test.SEVEN!!!gor goodness sake.thanks to him-*roll eyes*

Tag!Tag!Tag!

2007-04-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

ysiaokey...let's see...

I've been tag by Joyce.Honestly...I never thought I will be tagged you know(it's not a bad thing anyway)

The RULES: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!!

WEIRD "FACTS" ABOUT SWT

#1. I LOVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!(I can list a list of names who say im WEIRD when they know i LOVE SCHOOL. I love to go to school firstly is because of my FRIENDS...secondly, schoolwork.I want to graduate faster!!! When there's lyk a one week holiday,holidays or whenever im absent, my heart will be VERY troubled bout how much I would have accomplish if there's no hols.)

#2. Just a few days ago(i think),I forgot to wash my hair(mind u it's PE day)and i only realise it when i reach my piano teacher's house, "Ohmygosh!!I forgot to wash my hair!!" and i din wash my hair at night because me & renee was doing the pumpkin thingy 4 cookerama. I wanted to wash my hair after she went back but my mom ask me to wash 2molo.The next morning...i cannot tahan ede...and guess what. I WASHED MY HAIR IN THE BASIN. Why i do that?because i don't want to bathe in da morning. and i wash my hair with SOAP in the basin.

#3. I'm 14...but i don't act lyk one...i act lyk im 5 or 6 years old.Want to know why?? Because I Bring Mr.Checkers(one of my teddys) to school. I slept on it.I cuddle(hug)it(dL says that i shouldn't cuddle it...i should cuddle something alive lyk my "future husband").Kiss it(ha!!ha!!!what you thinking?!)Hold one of it's hand once while someone is saying grace.Hold one of it's hand when walking around and blablabla.

#4. I used to have 2 small pillow which i couldn't sleep without it(i love to touch the edges....it's just feels so NICE,GOOD,and GELI. But now...the addiction is sortof gone now(last year...i think).Thanks to my mom!urghh...but now i have a bigger pillow which i bring along with me sometimes.I miss my pillow.

#5. I actually wanted an older brother.And I still want one...another one.I don't know why. Im kinda desparate for one. Pet brothers(frm friends) are NOT counted.I want a real live...human OLDER BROTHER. Cause i think it's kinda nice. Can bully each other. And it's kinda cool to have an older brother...a GOOD wan la of course.Who's very loving and caring(though this kinda of brothers are extremely rare. I think i'll feel "safer". Im lyk DESPARATE for one though they're like the MOST annoying "LITTLE" creatures on planet EARTH.

#6. Er...I can be very high at one moment and very sad the other moment. Or i can be high and sad at one moment. Or I am high because im sad.

#7. I think guys wearing a baby pink shirt or pink shirt is CUTE. Not only this there's tons of things which i think is cute also.

Other things...such as FACTs

^1. My toes looks lyk marshmallows...if u look from the bottom.
^2. I have lyk the "smallest" hands u've ever seen for a 14 year-old.
^3. I din talk to one of my guy best friends for FIVE months because of something he say...that hurts.
^4. Depression became a part of my life last year.

(you know it's so hard to find ppl to tag...coz most of them have been TAG)

The 6 "lucky" persons are:

@1. Ai Theeng
@2.Tammy
@3. Grc Klang
@4. David Low(whatever)
@5. Andy
@6. Joshie

Troubled,
SWT-.-lll

2007-04-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

Cross Country
(ages ago)

i was given a very very beautiful number...u did not guessed it...it's 911. And whatmore it's a guy's number.I was supposed to get a number that starts with 8. Cross Country was o-key.It's so sad that they dun have qualifying time...i want to know how long i took to run 2.5km. Anywayz...i wasn't in the top ten...as usual...i think im like between 10-20 placing. 1st to 3rd place will het a trophy and 4th-10th will het medals.I hope I can gte one medal...next year. Before(i think)warm-up b4 we start, Uncle Francis was like "Why are you having the guys number?" i think I replied like this "Cause they think im a guy since i own a guy's name" -something like that. Then later...Naomi ask me "Why are you having the guy's number?" I explained that this is the num they give me. And she say i should sue them. Maybe I should. I think I should.jkjk. I was thinking to myself "They are the ones who give me the num and they're asking me why.lol."

and yeah..i think since then...some of my guy friends calls me A GUY sometimes when they have absolutely nothing to do.heeheehee.

Sports Day
(Saturday)

Well...i have to wake up like 6++am to get ready and so on. We arrived there(Grace PJ) at erm 7.50++am i think. The field was TOTALLY wet. Before i reach half of the 'field, 3/4 of my shoe is wet ede .And to be honest...It was the worst sports day ive ever been to. The track and Field is "postphoned"-spell error to lyk don't when because of da condition of da field. They say it's "family sports day" but only a few parents were there and participating. Urghh...It's more like a 'sum parents and children's day'.And i went back early cause ahmm "shoo me off" and i stupidly,blurly,foolishly go back. I shouldn't have gone back that early. And i miss like 1/2 of the sports day.I guess next year i wun even think of going.Actually i was thinking of not going...but mrs poh put me in march thingy which on Friday we have to arrive school at about 8.00am adn reached there at 9.00am then bummed around and do the march thingy which lasted about 15minutes and come back straight. haiz . urghh...whatever....

Saturday

2007-04-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

12.20am

I really feel lyk Chae Kyung and also Shin in "Princess Hours".I feel lyk Chae Kyung because I, like her used to be a very cheerful person but after she went to live in the royal palace she slowly changed and became a different person,just like me except mine's not the royal palace. I feel like Shin because me , like Shin likes to silently hold Alfred-his teddy bear,given to him by the grandfather when he was five.I hold Mr Checkers...in school.Mr Checkers...I think is the most i hold the most...maybe because I bring him to school.

12.29am
finished chapter 1 of the book "When Life Is Unfair". I was in the living room in the afternoon/evening.Waitng for the TV advertisement to be over...i think as i look into the glass and wook cupboard beside the TV.Then the tittle "When Life Is Unfair" caught my eye.I just feel taht I have to read at least 1 chapter of the book though there're three otehr books which i started but have not finished.heehee. Chapter 1 alone made me realize some things.

Life is totally unfair!!During the past few days,weeks,months I've been asking God to do his will in my life and not my will.But then some thing happened differentlt as i wanted it to be.And then all i say to myself is " NeverMind...it's God's will that things turn out like that.Wait for next year...or next next year...or next ext mext year."

But this is what the author wrote in the book:
"When challenged,we Christians tend either to offer the opinion that "it as all God's plan," or perhaps to insist taht God had nothing to do with it." The tragedy is that neither the answer satisfies......"

"1. Don't try to protect God by refusing to face reality
2. Dobn't expect to find totally satisfying answers
3. Do give Scriptures a chance to speak"

Now and the past few days I've been acting...what shud i call it?...childish...I'm 14 but sometimes i act lyk im 6. singing kids song.dancing around.lol.yeah.i guess it's just taht i've eaten a lot the apst weeks and im still hyper,and maybe it's because it's one of my ways to release my depressment.lol.

12.45am

-SWT-

Days...Week

2007-04-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

a lot has happen the past few days...and week(s)

i dun noe what to say....

but i'll say what i can rememeber...for now

on Sunday...we GRC-ians did a pantomime entitled "the End of the Beginning". We worked very hard for that.I never know i have a problem with smiling. I found that out when Mrs Poh told me...i tried to smile...maybe the reason im not smiling is because so much things happened before that and im just starting to come out of it.But seriously, I never knew i have a problem with smiling. Mrs. Poh says i look very angry and as if i want to kill someone...when i din smile.Maybe it's true...but now-thursday,the day b4,the day b4 the day b4 i was er...SUPER DUPER HYPER. Then at night i followed my mom to this "nutrition immunology" talk in Hotel Istana in KL by Dr Chen.(E.Excel).I was exhasuted by the time i came back.

on Monday...had our Futsal tornament.I played substitute in dL's team-GRC.Our team lost...haha.But we did a great job. The 1st game was 0-1 and the second was...i think 3-2...i think...we lost both the games.the 0-1 wan..they score a last minute goal...haiz. But the EFG(eternal fortress of God)...i think got second!!there's er...seven teams.They were ()this close to get 1st. They lost in penalty. In the beginning it's 3-2...EFG is 3 then they score a last minute goal...which makes it 3-3. We lost in penalty. Joel had a major sprain on his hand while defending the 1st kick. Unfortunately, the ball bounce back and went in to the goal post. DavidP hurt his back...badly.DavidL had some sprain...i think...at er...somewhere at the side of and between the chest and stomach.Whatever.And we gurls...other than playing subs we cheered MADLY for our people. GRC and EFG. We can be future cheer leaders sumday.

"Go Klang!!Go Go Go Klang!!"

"K!!!-Kicking!!! L!!!-Lightning!!! A!!!-Aiming N!!!(and) GOAL!!!!!!!!!"

and u wun believe this...i threw away a cronetto!!!!!for goodness sake!!!! Cronetto Love in every bite.You see i bought one then i found out taht it's catcat. it's like er....half gone.So then i went with mrs poh to change it. Mrs. Poh as lyk "so u changed for her...and she throw this one away". Then i BLURLY throw away that cronetto for goodness sake!!!!and i went and change a new one...but it's still something the same...Immediately after those...i though to myself "WHY ON EARTH YOU GO AND THROW AWAY THE CRONETTO!!!YOU COULD HAVE GIVE IT TO SOMEONE...IT'S SUCH A WASTE!!!!" . I feel so bad after that.....*cry cry* Noe even as im typing this...there's this burden in my heart. *cry cry*

Then at night i was forced to go to the talk again...but this time it's English.The previous nite one is chinese.I learned that the SPF in the sunblock even it's low it doesn't matter because a SPF 15 sunblock and a SPF 25 sunblock the result will still somewhnat be the same. a SPF 15 can block of sunrays...i think 90% a SPF 25 can block maybe 91 or 92 % sunrays.The difference is very little. And the more SPF it have got the more oily the sunblock will be. And oh ya...i was again fatigue by the time i reached home.

on Tuesday...after piano class i go to Renee's hse to do the sports day banner.I'll post the finished result of the banner soon...We finished at around 12.00 am...again...im restless by the time i get home.

On Wednesday...after school i go straight to Renee's house again to finish it...and this time we finish hust a little bit earlier.11.40++pm. My eyes were closing whent i go home and i haven't even bathe yet.

On Thursday(today)...found out that i have to wake up at lyk 7.00am in the morning and reach school b4 8.00am to go to PJ for march practice for Sports day on Sat.And today i have tuition from 8-10pm.I don't wanna go.I want to do the pledges but i dun have the chance to...i dun know why. Our sports day is mainly Family Sports Day...the people who will be playing the most is the parents...haiz...why can't theu have "sports day" instead...nvm...it's better not to question

This week is a VERY busy & tired week...I don't even have time for myself...watch tv...wash socks...nor practice piano.

I guess that's one of the reason im still sick to this day.

Time really flies.And oh ya...i can't believe me and licia forget Jesse's b'day!!!On sunday when dL was reading the papers...or er cartoons they wrote April celebs. April 9th-Jesse McCartney.I asked him what day he told me TUESDAY. Thanks to him i though Jesse's b'day it Tuesday.jkjkjk.I know....i should have check the dates.hiaz. actually u cannot blame me oso.I dun even have time myself.I was VERY BUSY and TIRED.I dun have time at all.haiz.Im sososososososo SORRY JESSE!!!!

Hyper-quiet,
SWT

Monday

2007-04-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

2 words

SAD DAY

though DISSAPOINTING is the first word that comes into my mind.

there are more worse dissapointments to come.I believe.This is what we call LIFE.

P.S. Next monday will be another depressing and sad day for me.Guess I have to put on a happy mask...AGAIN.

-SWT-

Lyrics(Princess Hours)

2007-03-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

Title Unknown

I miss you again,like yesterday
My misses to you never get less
Your shadow keep appear in my mind
The more I guess,more tears coming out of my eyes
Even i wipe off the tears
Our memories that keep appear
Make me can't stop from crying
I feel regret because you alwayz sacrifie for me
Im afraid that you'll remember me who never sacrifice
Loving you,I love you
From all the words I've learnt from you
This phrase is like a plattitude
I always being like a fool
I keep murmuring to myself
I'm sorry,I mean it
I'm really sorry for being late to say so
But I'm still waiting for you
Perhaps tomorrow you'll be coming back

Dang Shin Eun

Im stupid,Im silly
It's too late to feel regret
I know I can't turn back anymore
And I knew I can't see you anymore
It's all my fault,I'm sorry

Im stupid,because i didn't say out at that moment
and now i apologize

We both are too stupid
Cause of our self-esteem
We are down because of missing each otehr
We both are too stupid
Because of loving each other
So we have been crying for a day long
You and I
My tears still coming out
Even i've cut my hair and drank beer(dun worry,i was oso surprise)

I can't live without yo...( 4get to copy)

Please consider now
We've gone through so many suffers till now
Please consider again, as you regret
It's all my fault,Im sorry

Im stupid because i didn;t say out at taht moment
And now i apologize.

P.S. These are the er.."subtitles"/"lyrics" for the song when the song is being played.

Wednesday

2007-03-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

i forgot to tell u ppl that i got 'Princess Hours Origianl Soundtrack' the next day.I saw on(last...last)Monday and i got it the next day.hahahaheeheeheewhohoowhoowoo..SWT!!and erm i was in dreamland again today.i sleep wake up..then sleep again.u might wonder why im not in skool.the answer is...it's GRC holiday because yesterday we went to the ZOO...yeah...the ZOO.I'll post one post about it as soon as i get the pics.that's one thing bad about not having a digital camera...haiz.Monday was my brother's(don't ask any questions)b'day.So i went to his house...we hang out in his room.My mom was downstairs waiting for me and asking me to come down then my god-mother came to her son's room and say,'Tan Sher Wyn...u better come down now.Mama has been waiting for u very long.And somemore tomorrow you're going to THE ZOO." and the moment she say THE ZOO my "brother",BOONE and my cousin,SAM laughed and laughed lyk crazy monkeys(lolx...jkjk no offence)for no reasons.The only 2 persons that din laugh is his gf and her fren.They were lyk,"huh?what's so funny?going to the zoo only ma."lolx....i duunu why they laughed oso...well maybe is because the way my god mother say it.lolx.

Different,
SWT

Letter to my friend...I'm sorry

2007-03-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

Good friends were we,
I know you and you know me,
You were important to me.
You were someone who unknowingly,
Made me smiled and laughed happily,
When i was sad and at my lowest.
Though you were one of the worst,
You were one of the best things,
That happened to me.
You were someone in my life,
That no human can replace.
Then something happened,
And it changed eventhing,
Everthing that happened in our past-
Became meaningless.
Thus came the one-sided cold war,
I admit,i started it.
I'm sorry.
I often wonder,
What will it be like today,
If I didn't do that.
I know it's too late to regret,
And I know I can't turn back.
Im afraid you feel better off without me.
But i was wrong.
You gave me hope,
I am thankful for that.
Despite of what I do to you,
You still try to treat me as before,
and it means a lot to me.
Obstacles seems to be always there
Whenever I want to say, "I'm sorry"
It's all my fault.
I know you'll happily receive me back,
If i just open my mouth to ask.
Like the father who receives his son back,
Despite of what the son have done.(the Prodigal Son)
I'm too stubborn,
I still have a lot to learn.
Thoughts of you,
appeared in my head frequestly lately;
As the Holy Spirit convict me.
I've cried many times to sleep because of it.
It's unbearable.
Through this I've learned:
What's pain,what's burden,
What's hurt because I was hurt badly
That I have no tears left to cry
Then finally,
I realized;
I realized what i need to do.
Im sorry
Im sorry for keeping you waiting
Im sorry for not saying these earlier
Im sorry
Im sorry
At last,
I did it;
With God's grace and help.

Love(as a friend),
-SWT-

That One Day

2007-03-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

A cheerful and happy
Person I am on the outside
But on the inside
It's totally different
I feel empty
I need one'swarm embrace
I need someone to be there for me
I need to tell me it's okay
And that eveything will be find
But no such persons can i find
Perhaps in the future
When i venture
I'll patiently wait
For taht someday
When i can get what
I needed on the inside
Though it seem impossible
I will still believe
I will still hope
For that one day.

Last Thursday

2007-03-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

We had PE today.And the field is wet.And gosh!i must get a football boots ASAP.My shoe is all wet when im not even half of the field.After all the Coordination and footwork and blablabla training.We ahd a match.it's erm a bit different.There's no goal post.One of our teamate who stands "outside of the field" is our goal. Whoever pass the ball to the so called "goal" will switch place and the "goal" will come into the field and play.well...er....i know u dun understand...so..nvm.Usually the beeps will be washed.But today it seems like it have not been washed.It stinks.Imagine wearing somebody's sweat.Ewww!!!Gross!!!

Nothing really happen today.Actually,something did happen.And that something is lyk erm...i'll do if i got struct my lightning.lol.jk

Im not pretending to be someone else.Why would i wanna do that?Being quiet doesn't mean im pretending.Eventhough i ACT immature or naive when im depressed doesn't mean taht im pretending.hiaz.God knowsla.hiaz.i have cahnged.that's all i guess.

I think i've lerant to endure,or im learning to endure.I should learn to endure.Sometimes we can learn simple things in series that they braodcast on the television.

Today it's the most silent tuition we ever had.Nobody really talk.Since nobody wanted to talk...and im bored of alwayz breaking the silence i thought...why dun we write notes...*good idea rite??lol* Renee wrote some beautiful poems...that sort of talked anout the situation in tuition and bout me and bout david.

P.S. I have to delete renee's one because if i dun she er...won't post at my cbox...heehee

D's:

The face show happiness
When there is forgiveness
Now there's no fight
Because you did what was right!!!

*******

SherWyn,I know you're depress
Because you're distress
But don't worry,
For ** will buy you a dress.

2007-03-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

I couldn't believe.Urghh.Why do I always make careless mistakes?!I think i must add one new goal to my new year resolutions and that is "make not careless mistakes!" Urghh.Well...like er actually the answer is "the Gulf Stream" i wrote that then i erase it and write "the Labrador", another one is er...what climate is it on the east side of the mountain...i actually wrote "desert" then i think i erase it and write er "mediterranean"(just bombing the answers).Cause i remember reading somthing bout the west of the mountains.hiaz.and then 2day in my Science LPT i do some silly mistakes AGAIN and because of it i got 90% i can actually get 94% to get a A grade and a yellow sticker!!!the question they ask is what is the climate near the equator. A.very warm B.somewhat warm C.very cold(sumthing lyk that).i chose B and i got wrong.Why i choose B well because i remember mrs poh saying taht we're in equartorial tropical and it's not that hot.where else places where the equator runs throgh is very very hot.and somemore the question they ask is what is the climate/weather near...NEAR the equator.they say NEAR and not AT.haiz.

Monday

2007-03-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it.I can't believe that im walking(climbing?) up the school stairs as i walked up the stairs one by one. Im glad that the hols is over. I can die of boredom during the hols.I should have one to the Worship Team Camp,i regreted that i din go.hiaz.but now it's too late.Today,my alarm clock rang along with the phone.Aunty Swan called."why dose she have to call early in the morning-(qi zao ba zao).I was in dreamland dreaming(before the phone rang) about people-church members(family)that we're related to them...or just found out that we're related to them somehow...someway...and i was pull out of that dream just lyk taht.thank God taht it's not a dream about my prince...that only in dreamland could that happen.I brought Mr.Checkers with me to school today.It's nice to b back to school.I thought to myself "If there's no hols i think i could have finish a few LifePacs ede."

I still depressed about the Princess Hours thing.I saw this Princess Hours Original Movie Soundtrack and my mom say NO! eventhough i say i'll use my own money.Well..thank God i saw "breakfast at tiffany's" yesterday....u know why???cause my father will want to buy it...i think because of the song "Moon River" that he loves.Ha!!Well....i told him and then he say," Why u din buy?" I reallty wished i can get it today.My mom say NO but my father say YES...as long as it's my money.lol.

My depression was known to nearly everyone.ha!lately,seniors in our school became more and more quite!one of the perfect example is....ME!!it shows taht God is alwayz molding us.He's the potter,we're the clay.We seniors are slowly maturing.i think i actually went into depression because of a guy(ha!!dun think the other way ok) and some other things which i dun remember and it's not that worth remembering i think.

I think my close friends have endured loads of my "depressing talks"...my geram lepasing...very faithful friends they are....i'll give them a teddy bear someday.lol.I think im still immature...or errr....i act immature...not in the social way immature but as in naif,cute immature...*verly fuuny* .Mr. Checkers.oh...i forgot to tell who Mr.Checkers is.Mr Checkers is my....TEDDY BEAR!!!who is er...more than 7 years old...I THINK.but he still look as young as a baby.

It seems that most gurls who are in the BRazilian trainig asnts to quite after this month....well...and it seems that i'll be the only gurl left if all of them stop.But i can't just stop because of them...no i can't and i will not.i want to be good at one sport because im good at no sports.haiz.

P.S. Yesterday @ 9.45am,for the FIRST time in my life i break my own half boil egg.

With Love and Compassion,
SWT^^

Saturday

2007-03-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

i miss school!!!thank God hols is going to be over in er...2days!!well,actually it's my friends and the work that i miss.But still.A couple of days ago i was reading one of the "forwarded e-mails" and titled "Dear girls from guys" i got a few years ago.I read read read....then SUDDENLY,i saw something...

"Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.See beauty in it"

"Don't get angry easily"

as i read on...he(they)ask girls to ditched the guy if he dosen't respect us.And asked us(gurls)to look for

"Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest"

well...that happen to me before...i mean the "someone who will make me smile when im at my lowest.don't know why...feel sad when i think about it.

I'm different now,

SherWyn

Movy!!!

2007-03-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

well...yesterday which was a Thursday nana(Christina),Renee,Sister Yi Wen,Deborah,Uncle Poh,David Poh, and me went for a movie.Actually,David P & L,and me was supposed to watch '300' but dL did not come due to exhaustion(lol) and since it's STRICTLY 18 PL we can't watch.But still i'll get the dvd.So we watch "Bridge to Terebithia". Sister Yi Wen is so er...AmAzInG!!! she bought kids tickets for us...so it costs us only 5 bucks not bugs. Honestly,the movie is not what i or u can say we expect.It doesn't have much animation but it's still an interesting,sad,touching story.We had a great day...a tired one too.

and i missed Princess Hours...

tired,
SherWyn

Wednesday

2007-03-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

I woke up in sorta a BLUR state.I was dreaming about Princess Hours...and sometimes i cannot differentiate whether it's a DREAM or a THOUGHT.Becauue it's very normal for me to ponder about things and make stories in my corrupted mind.Now i begin to dislike Yul,cause of the "evil" side of him.I'm kinda happy cause LimeWire gave me the songs for PrincessHours and mind you there are hundreds of songs waiting to be fully downloaded.I did not expect it to give me that FAST.Anywayz...im still happy.Im also kinda furious because.....

but we're still going to the movies tomolo.

still can't believe we got last for banner...the temptation is so BiG for me to self-pity...hahahaha...nvm

Princess Hours

2007-03-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

Ive got a new addiction!!and that is..."Princess Hours"!!!

and this is the guy(Prince Yul)that i fell in LOVE with!!!lolx.isn't he charming,handsome,sweet.

and this is the other Prince(Shin)...but still i lyk Yul better.

I love "Princess Hours"!!!

Monday

2007-03-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

what shall i post on??

a lot has happen and i dun even remember them.I can't believe we're going to the ZOO on the 27th of MArch for our field trip.THE ZOO *insultingly* for goodness sake!!!and then we have to write a report lyk "My *WONDERFUL*trip to the ZOO".We're suppose to go to the chocolate factory.....but we din...chocolate factory is way way way much better than THE ZOO!!!but anywayz...i hope i'll have a great time at the zoo.

THE ZOO

Im,Im feeling,acting much much much better than before.Im not that depressed anymore.I think i know why...because i've eaten most of my depression away during the CNY.Time flies.It really flies.

Im suppose to be in the worship team camp now...but i din go.Cause nobody's going...so why shud i go even though i really want to go.I hate being a Lone Ranger.

and yesterdays' banner competition my team got LAST!!!! *burst into tears* david's team got 1st.i feel happy for him cause he got only 4 points.im happy taht he won.but i dun undertand why we got last.and the banner with the roda get 4th!!our's is more pratical than theirs8no offence*...hiaz....

im going to "GoGo Jia U!!!!!"

i think that's all for now...

see ya,
SWT -.-

Thursday

2007-03-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

22/2/2007
3.35am

“Will my dreams come true?” I wondered.

I have lost RM30-RM40++.I doesn’t want to say why. I watched “silence” today. I realized I missed yesterday’s episode. It’s so sad. Why does WeiYi have to die? Why does cute and hot ppl always have to die in a movie or series.well, not always. It makes me feel that loves hurts and it does.Hiaz.Im kinda sick of “love stories” or “love dramas” but I still want to watch it. Stubborn SWT.the reason, I don’t know whether I will be like them someday. Living in a fairytale. I really hope I can find true love…someday. In my mind/heart I doubt that I could find a single guy that likes me. I know I know im only 14! 14 for goodness sake!!!!!!There’s still a lot more for me to accomplish, my dreams, wishes (wait a minute…do I have one? urgh…nvm) then my fairytale. You must wonder why I say “fairytale”.’ll list a couple of things that cause me to use the word “fairytale”. The song “Fairytale” by Michael Wong, “When There Was Me and You” by High School Musical, “I Still Believe” by Cinderella 3 , and perhaps the Korean series “Princess Hours”. I’m so weird. I get carried away so easily by the things that happen in “Silence”, “ One Tree Hill” , and etc.You might say;” IT’s JUST A MOVIE/SERIES.” But I don’t know why I’m still like that.lol. “Princess Hours”-the Prince is not that cute but I have a kind of feeling that words could not describe when I watched it. I love Prince Yul!!!

P.S. I know this post is kinda “personal” as well as some other post that describe/tells how I feel…and blablabla. This is sort of the only place that I can tell what I feel other than Renee, David P and other good friends of mine. And NOT that a lot of ppl reads so I can tell what I feel cause I have nowhere to do so.

Love,
SWT

Saturday

2007-02-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

Today on the way to my mom's shop in my father's car...Jesse McCartney's "Beautiful Soul" in hitz.fm...i miss his songs.Anywayz...i dun really know what happened in the past few days.I din go on9 but i watched "silence".I love that show!!!Esp Vic Zhou!!

I discover also today that "One Tree Hill" Season 3 is over...and the ending of it is lyk Nathan jump down the "river" to save Cooper and Rachel.But they show who dies and who lives....

...I need to hero...

...Im so FED UP...really FED UP...

...what-e-ver...

...I did a SWT's version of So Sick...will publish it SOMEDAY...

why am saying saying these things?

urghh!!!nevermind

Happy Chinese New Year and May You All Get Loads of Angpau...(hahaha)

Urghh,
SWT^^

Valentine's Day

2007-02-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's SWT!!!

hope no one ruin my day tomorrow-said SWT yesterday

Ppl who "ruin" my Valentine's Day

1)My mom
2)d* & d*
3)"friends" *sarcastically*

after lunchtime...about 1 pm

this is so sad...(for me)
My classmates all gather in TWO groups...i think.And I don't want to join in any of the groups.1 is so-called the "In" *sarcastically* well...actually not at all...but anywayz.Another is the normal ones-where u can find GOOD nad TRUE friends but sometimes "IT" is there.Im lost.Im different now.I've changed.I don't want to be the same.Im looking for soething.Something for and in my life.Somthing to satisfy my soul.Myself.Im desperate for a change and desperate for something which i don't really know what it is and could not get it if I find and seek it myself,i need God's help.With God's help and streangth I can do all things, for "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

davidp did not buy twisties for me as he say.

P.S. i don't want the reconcilation of my ex-guy bestfriend and me for my Valentine's Day gift.

...and i won't...

and i got a new hairstyle!!!oh!!now i onli realise...i got a new hairstyle on Valentine's Day!

i think that's all,
SWT^^

Tuesday

2007-02-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

Still depressed.Football training was okey...i miss Coach Romoa.After lunch time,i was more and more and more depressed and agry aka pissed than ever.And i won't tell why.I feel lyk saying the bad words...yesh THE bad words but i can't and don't want...During 1.40-2.00++ i was flamming.i couldn't even concentrate on my work!!i was all the way talking to myself and lepasing(lol) my geram.Well normally the person i will lepas my geram on all these while is david poh...and maybe dev...they're sort of the only ones who will understand(sort of)and COOL me down(esp. Dev).They're important in my life.okey...let's get back to the story.I'm too sensitive nad have no self-control.

*Why on planet earth Miss Tan Sher Wyn aka SWT, you let these kind of things to distract you?it's NOT worth it AT ALL...*

but still...Miss Tan Sher Wyn remain da same...she needs ICE!!Miss SWT cool down after MRs Poh call a bunch of ppl to tell who and who is in worship team and speaker team...

What's wrong with SWT??

the answer is SWT doesn't even know fully...only God knows

DavidP still owes me Twisties

Past and Present

Past Present

Nosiy Quiet
Happy Sad
------ Depressed
Crazy Not anymore
Jerk Dunnu
Idiot Dunnu
Dumb? Dunnu
Talkertive Un-talkertive
Un-sensitive Very Sensitive

and BLABLABLABLA....

Happy Valentine's Day eve to Miss SWT!!

P.S. Hope no one and nothing will ruin my happy Valentine's day tomorrow

Depressed than ever,
Miss SWT

Monday

2007-02-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

So depressed!!depressed about One Tree Hill.I think the 1st thing i did when i reached school was questioned dev about One tree Hill,coz he got the dvds...and...he told me

NATHAN WUN DIE

yipee!!!thank God for that!!!

This day i left school early...i say EARLY!!before luch time.Want to know why?i bet you dun want to know also.

P.S. I went somewhere over the rainbows

i was exhausted by the end of the day....

blablablabla

Sunday

2007-02-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today,i awoke from a few dreams...weird dreams. I went to church.Pastor Ronald Teo preached.

During rangers...

i don't know how to put it,cause i wrote this 1st on apaper then i type it out lyk now...i case i 4get.

i know i suck.lol.i don't want to talk about it.Im so dissapointed with myself...i know i shouldn't.I must win...i mean WE must win for banner,bolotie,cookorama and etc.

10.30pm:watching "One Tree Hill"...happy cause get to watch

an hour later...

11.30pm:DEPRESSED!!Nathan(James Lafferty)can't die!!!He can't die!!he's too cute/hot to die!!and whatmore it's on his wedding day adn he and Haley is on their way to honeymoon!!And he's lyk one of the main/lead actors in the series...most of all...he's too cute to die...i hope t he wun die
!!

I don't know what would have happened to me if im in Haley's place.

ll-.-ll!(*crying*),
sad SWT

Saturday

2007-02-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

Today, in theory class i was quite blur because i was half an hour late due to the "jam".I was blur even though my teacher thought me last last week in my piano lessons beause my mom is busy and could not go theory class on sat due to CNY.The reason i go theory class today is beacause i had to go to cmd may lai's house afterwards.After theory class i went to nana's house(i go to the same theory class with her.)Then at around 4pm me,renee,and nana went to church to meet cmd may lai to go to her house.

blablabla

the reason why we go to her house is that we need to do the "25-thingy".We were discussing on what to do and blablabla...then at last we agreed on doing a lanttern with a 25 on it.But the thing is we dun have wires do cmdr went and bought wires.Then we started doing.I have no experience on doing these because i wasn't there yet when they do the ang pou thingy.But anywayz...we managed to finish in 3-4 hours after doing EVERYTHING...we found out that it's out of shape.lolx.Actually nana found out ages ago but we din hear/care.sorry nana.lolx.That time i wonder how am i goin to explain...and i decided im goin talk crap la...

well...thank YOU cmdr May Lai!!! and not forgetting cmdr Fiona!!and my patrol members...well not exactly all...some din come because i din call then some din come because they have things on.

i want to say SORRY...i noe im not a very good patrol guide but i will do my best to be a Good one and to WIN.Next time...doing banner and all i will either call all of them even if i get scolding calling ppl(if i ever...well..i think they did) OR i plan nicely during patrol corner.

i have this fear of calling ppl...i hope i will have a breakthru on that this year...

after all the hard work...we all went to mamak to have dinner.Forgetting what Roti tissue is i ordered that.It took such a long time to cook and it turn out 1 meter wide and 1mm think.Then later i ask cmdr whetehr i can order somehing else...then when she call the man to come to order roti kosong...the man came with a HOT as in panas roti kosong on a plate(duh!) in his hand.Joyce say he's sort of my genie(how to spell ah?nvm).lolx.we were the noisiest ppl there in the mamak store.Then HOME SWEET HOME!!!

1-4-3-3,
SWT

Friday and Apple

2007-02-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

Friday

Nothing much happened today.I discover i have to re-take my math LPT-i make some mistakes doing the base two system convert to base ten system.I passed my science LPT today-4 mistakes and i get 85%.Dexter announced that his dog gave birth to 9 puppies yesterday-none died.I had a long talk with Dev...hahaha...i wonder how will his bride look like.he betta remember me-he had short term memory,but he's a GREAT fren.

that's practically all

lll-.-

Apple

Yesterday,i was watchin 8tv quikie then er..Paul Moss was the guest.He went to San Fransico to the Apple "thingy".It's so cool!!too bad Malaysia don't have a HUGE apple store...haiz.There's iPhone-apple's phone which is touch screen...apple TV...it will only come 2 Malaysia nxt year...

and iPod shuffle is now RM380(im still waiting 4 the price to drop)and NOW it've got different colors:

Buhbye,
SWT^^

Thursday

2007-02-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

Thursday,Pastor Philip,his son Jonathan and another guy came again to Klang and coach us in Ultimate Freezebe(sp).First we warm up(duh) then we do the throwing and catching thingy.Then we play.I was in team 1-david poh's team!!!the other ppl in the group is Jess,Jo,Mallesa,and Darryl.We lost the 1st game to dexter's group(4-1...i THINK) then we won the next game against joel's group 5-1 or 5-0.

Then blablabla...

so...everybody won a match!!!

...^^...

7 February 2007

2007-02-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

What's happening?

Hating myself is the last thing i can do...WAKE UP SWT...

i was thinking..what about noisy SWT change into vely quiet SWT.

Im going to try my best to make that happen.

Whatever.

xoxo,
whateva SWT

Tuesday

2007-02-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

Idon't know why but it feels like Friday today.Nothing much happen today or the days before.My life is getting more and more boring and im more and more depressed.Today we had out football training.Coach Lamatini coach us today instead of Coach Romoa.I miss Coach Romoa.I woke up like 8.35am-i know very late,i overslept.But then i make it to school by 9.10-9.15am which is kinda late also.The training was okey,Coach Lamatini is way more stricter than Coach Romoa.Then we had football match between ourselves-i hate this part.We were divided into 3 groups and kellykellykellykelly is in OUR group for goodness sake!Our group consists of her,fabian-the annoying yet cute and interesting one,darryl,dL,and me.We lost badly, i say BADLY!!1st we play with Joni's team and David Poh Yik Chuen is in that group.David and Jeffrey.We lost 1-0.Then we play with WAT's team which have got Dexter and Joel!!!.We lost amazingly to them 5-0.Some of their goal was kicked from far.So 5-0 was dexter's sweet 16's b'day present.lolx.i think.Then the final match between the winning teams played.I don't know who won because i did not ask.Good news is we'll have PE again on Thursday,Pastor Philip and his son Jonathan(maybe)will come and teach us furthur on Ultimate Frisbee!!I really need to sweat a lot eventhough i am SWT.Somedays next month we'll have to go to PJ for football training.Why?To interact with the PJ ppl-that's what i heard.And somedays PJ ppl will come to Klang and do training with us.Ppl as in ppl who join the Brazilian Football Training.I know i sound so dead.That's because im tired.wahtmore i went to piano class just now.

Signing off,
Tired SWT

Gurls=Evil??

2007-01-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

Well...Joel says that gurls are evil

let's see WHY
and Gurls say guys are MEAN!!!which they are and they are not as clever as they think...and FYI i din say that raold dahl says that in matilda

this week

2007-01-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

im having short term memory....i have to think and think and think onli get to think what i've done this week.well this whole week i din go on9 because my mom's worker got red eye but i stay at home and WATCH TV!!!i love "Silence" esp that macho guy-Vic Chou...he's so macho la...
Well..."a lot" happen in skool...and today Joni says i look depressed...hahaha...which i did...lolx.There's this(actually two days)day in skool in which i got so high and depressed...and most of the time i was....u did not guessed it...LAUGHING!!!!hahaha....i just can't resist.And i got so "depressed"...actually it's not called depressed but whateva u call that...i was like boys are so mean...boys are so un-sensitive...boys are so wicked and blablabla...lolx...then er...i pull joel's chair with him sitting on it(after i say boys are so mean and wicked) because of something...he said something like this to me :"after u pull my chiar for a mile u say boys are mean?"

lolx...

i love my skool...i love my frens...

On thurdays which is yesterday...we played ultimate friesbee...Pastor Phillip from PJ(i think)came all the way down to Klang just to introduce us this game together with his son,Jonathan.I was in Joel's team-the RAMBUTANS...hahaha and we WON the game....we were divided into four groups..there's Banana,Watermelon,Mangoesteen,and us-RAMBUTAN!!!

first we played against the Mangoesteen(Neethu and dL's team) and we won 2-1...hahaha...i din expect us to win oso cause we have got 2 irritating juniors Adam and Fabian(no offence).Jeffrey played well...im kinda impressed.Then we verses the Watermelon(DavidP's team)and we scored 2-0!!!im so proud of my team...i think we scored 2-0 partly is because the Mangosteen played staright away without resting after playing with the Bananas...lolx...i noe u're confused now...but WE WON!!!

one thing i feel bout this game is that one does NOT need to be an athelete to play this game...all this game need is teamwork...

sHeRwYn a.k.a. SWT

christmas party.........long ago

2007-01-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

i noe it's lyk ages ago...but still...

anywayz...i shud have ask them to take for photos down...hahaha...lyk take pics with my frens and all but i still dun have a digital camera yet...haiz...nearly bought one

anywayz...here are sum of the pics taken at the christmas party at my house..."sort of"organized by my mom's cell group...it isn't really big but who cares...most of the ppl are at the kitchen...dunu why...hiding behind there so....

some of my aunty and uncle

humans
the "caroling team"
felis navidad
what are we doing??i have no idea oso
felis navidad
women...my mom in the bright pink linen pants
felis navidad

my piano teacher playing the piano...the gurl in the photo frame is ME!!angel,manger and baby Jesus game i think

punishment for losing in the games

hahaha...nana trying her best to deliver her message...lolx
GO NANA!!!GO!!!

thank GOD!!

2007-01-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

Thank GOD i'm better.Well,i din go to skool 4 lyk 3 days.I TOTALLY MISS SCHOOL and i know i miss ALOT of stuffs.im well partly bacause i rested at home ALL ALONE...haiz....and i din go to church on Sunday...my mom ask me not to...i miss a lot oso i noe....esp..RANGERS!!!hahaha...anywayz...er...im SURELY going back to skool 2molo...i know if i have one to skool i wud have finish a WHOLE LOT of work...to sort of catch up with david poh!!hahaha...anywayz...er....i'll tell u whhat happen on Sun

so...u noe bout the red stuffs i mention in the previous post??yeah...so at night we went to klang parade cause my mom wants to change money(she's in Japan till sunday...i MISS HER!!!!)then blablabla...then i went to hang ten coz there's this 50% discount thingy...then when i try on the clothes...my mom discover there's TONS of these "red stuffs" all over my body.Thne later we went to the doctor...klinik ravi(beside mcdonalds) and when we show her the 'red stuffs" the lady doctor was lyk:"does she have fever and blabalbal" then "it's obviously denggi....u have to go to the hospital NOW...u MUST go NOW..." and blablablabalbalbla....

then blablabalbalbla

then we(me,my mom,grandma,uncle and aunty)went to general hospital to check my blood coz my uncle says general hospital is CONCERN bout denggi.They took my blood....and they say we need to wait an hour 4 the bloood report...we wait and wait and wait...and we waited for lyk 3 WHOLE HOURS!!! 10.50pm-1-50am....and the result turn out....i have no denggi....so we waited for 3 WHOLE HOURS to hear the words:"good news....no denggi...seh has fever but we DUNNU why"...praise the LORD for that...

if i have denggi...my mom will not be in Japan now....

oh yeah....during the three hours...my nad my mom read Psalms...and i keep on singing or humming Beautiful Savior coz i can't sing...coz of my cough and flu....hiaz...that's how much i suffer

P.S.the worst...well...not relly the worst actually....the bad part bout getting sick is that i CAN'T SING!!!how terrible/bad/suffering is that!!!!!

DYING??

2007-01-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

am i gooing to die???i hope im not having dengi...how do u spell that huh??haiya...all i noe is that I can't die now cause i still had my dreams to pursue....to study...to be rich...to my dream guy..to get married and blblabla so I can't die...GOD i can't die now..

is the r ed stuffs on my body allergy...i dun think so...i got it way b4 i ate crabs...long tan(dragon egg..nola...is a kind of fish which is costly coz of its skin which taste like sushi or the sushi soy sause),and prawns...izzzit lukemia??NOWAY!!!!GOD i dun wanna die now.....

P.S.do supermaket sells HERO???if yes i need to buy one....

SICK

2007-01-14T17:05:00.000+08:00

well...urghh...the reason i din update is because im SICK...haiz...sad case...getting sick at the beginning of da year how sad...so i think and think and think and then it came to me that maybe it's because of the FOODs i ate the fast few weeks

1)3/4of a quart of baskin robins
2)chocolates
3)chocolate cookies
4)peanut biscuits
5)oatmeal biscuit
6)chocolate ice cream
7)milo with biscuit
8)porridge with a couple of EWWWWW jia kuih
9)organic tomyam

and etc

i hate getting sick....(who doesn't)....if i get sick i cannnot go to school...which is a SAD thing to me... a very sad thing...and when i wanna sleep...my body wun want to STOP coughing...i had to concentrate on sleeping and breathing instead of daydreaming bout everything under the sun like i always do on my bed...how bad it can be?!urghh...i missing daydreaming about ppl...making up stories like movies in my contaminated mind and etc...anywyaz...thank GOD i dreamt a dream bout my crush...but nothing much happen...hiaz....i need a hero....i really need a hero....heroes TAKE NOTE....i need you...whoever you are...of course a hero who is cute,macho,nad etc etc...but most importantly...you MUST be a HERO....

P.S.what am i craping???urghhh....

i can't talk much when im sick....esp...cough...yooo....i miss TALKING and CHATING....the skool must be very peaceful and quite when im SICK and NOT around....that's good news to SUM ppl....bad news to others...lolx...

HERO!!!!!HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!

SCHOOL!!

2007-01-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

Yippee!!!!SCHOOL"S STARTI NG AGIAN....

my hols is damn...opps...boring..really boring...i spend my hols doing useless stuffs lyk sleeping,on9,watching TV all night,and etc...but AT LEAST i went for camp!!!haha...i MISS SCHOOL....i wanna accelerate in my studies!!!and i dearly miss my frens...haiz...thank GOD hols' over!!!!my life will not be THAT boring again...

Today at school we din really do anything...THANK GOD we dun have orientation day...if not...i'll be dead-boredem!!...alicia is not here today...haiz...miss her...i need her to make noice with me...

im weird...im so not myself...maybe im jus HIGH today...and oh yeah...i more senstive than ever nowadys...so...haiz...oh yeah...mrs poh annouce that Awards Night this year will be hild in...KLANG!!!!!and we'll have to do the worship agian...actually sports day was oso suppose to be in klang but mrs poh says N-O- to them....wonder why

and we're going TO THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY....just as I WISH and HOPE!!!!God really hears us...last year end me and alicia was telling mrs poh that we wud really want to go to the chocolate fac....but it turn out she din...they baord is the one who decided!!!I CAN"T BELIEVE!!!I'm going to buy 7 packets of RM10 dark chocolate back!!!!

CHOCOLATE ROCKS!!!!!!

tell u more nxt time

P.S. why do i have to end up with one neighbour instead of two and boy and a gurl...haiz....thank God david poh is opposite of me

i'll end with my new year's resolution that i posted last year

01) dun procrastinate
02) improve my writing skills
03) be dilligent in everything
04) do my best to finish at least 50 lifepacs
05) accelerate faster with quality
06) learn to control myself
7) try as hard as I can to improve myself
08) make more friends
09) fing out who I really am
0) practice piano more
11) set priority right in my life
12) manage time wisely
13) sulk less
14) dun be so rude to sum ppl
15) will not judge ppl through outward appearance
16) be more like Christ
17) christian walk with God must grow higher
18) in everything give thanks
19)learn to count me blessings
20)complain less
21)be who God wants me to be
22)honor my parents ore
23)understand my work
24)talk less and listen more
25)study hard
26)read more GOOD books
27)say sorry more

How To Be Popular

2006-12-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

What's th book about again?Oh...wait...let me think...oh....MARK FINLEY...hahaha...I dun like Becca, i don't know why. Jason...well he's okey....i like him...Steph Laundry...yeap i like her but she seems to be like er...anti social kind of ppl??not exactly...oh...she dun really have guy friends and all cause of sumthing she had done 5 years ago(sixth grade)and blablabla....urghhh.....

AVALON HIGH IS STILL THE BEST!!!

iPod Shuffle

2006-12-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

This is the new iPod Shuffle . It's 1.62 inches and weighs 0.55 ounces, and it's a clip.

I was lyk Yipee..at last i can get an ipod...a kinda cool one when i was told and shown(internet) by alicia it's $79.We then convert it to RM and it's RM298+

Then sad news...well not relly sad actually that it's sold in Malaysia for RM399.So it's NOT worth it...the difference is RM100.I guess i will haveuy it after by birthday...that will be 8 months++ from now...im waiting for the price to drop.Haiz...i was thinking of buying a handphone and iPod shuffle after CNY...my dreans were CRUSHED! =.=ll

AVALON HIGH

2006-12-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

will be updating soon on this....

"...and how he had this arranged marriage with this princess named Guinevere, and how she eventually dithed him for his favorite knight, Lancelot (who in turn , ditched Elaine of Astolat the Lady of Shalott , for Guinevere , causing Elaine to become the subject of my mom's book)?

Except that Lancelot didn't end up killing Arthur over Guinevere : Arthur's half brother (or son, according to some translations) , Mordred, took care of that. See Mordred was all jealous of Arthur's accomplishments, and being such a beloved king and all, so he plotted to kill him and take over his throne-evern marrying Queen Guivere himself at the same point,according to a few sourses.

The Pendragons were way dysfunctional as far as families go."

My brians are not functioning properly lately cause it's HOLIDAYS.I miss school.I wanna go back to school.4 more days to school...reading this book AVALON HIGH needs all the thinking which i lost during the hols.BUT the book is TOTTALLY TOTALLY AWESOME!!!it's sosososo interesting!!especially the middle part to the end!!!it's er....UNDESCRIBLE...

A. Wiiliam Wagner...i LOVE him...

i wish what happen to Ellie Harrison happens to me...*dream on SWT*

Will=King Arthur aka BEAR
Lance=Lancelot
Marco=Mordred
Jennifer=Guinevere
Ellie=the Lady of Lake(that's why she loves Floating-she was mistaken for Lily Maid of Astolat)

dejavu

no feelings lately

2006-12-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

It doesn't feel lyk Christmas though it's Christmas.There's just no omph during Christmas.I have no idea what's the matter with me,i just can't feel anything.Like GY Camp,I guess I'm tired,but still!!!the same goes for Christmas.I hope I can feel as soon as possible.School's goanna reopen in another week,I miss school,really I do.I miss my freinds,i miss my work,i miss ffotball training,but i dun miss the uniform coz it sucks.It makes me look fatter and shorter than i really am and im short and fat enough.Hiaz...i wonder when onli they'll say:"Students...from now on you dun have wear uniform you can wear normal clothes."There will be an uproar of joy if that happens.I'll be one of the firsts to scream!!!Can't wait to get back to school!!!

P.S. I think someone has been using my MSN account lately....cause my friend saw pics that i din upload nor i edited nor i have(i think)...anywayz...if anyone of u see things wateva they are i duin put them up...futhurmore im NOT using MSN 7.0 , 7.5 , nor 8.0..im using windows messenger coz the others are NOT working...so whoever you are who is doing all those things lyk using ppl's account...PLS STOP IT!!!

Silly Pic

2006-12-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

This is David...david poh

David Poh Yik Chuen....this is for YOU!!!

you know of all the pics of my friends i have...this one stands out the MOST!!

anywayz...er...i edited this pic...but i dun dare to put it up(the edited one)...b4 getting his permission...lol

Jesse Jesse Jesse

2006-12-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU JESSE!!!

I can't described my love for you...Jesse....lolx...

what's wrong with him?he's perfectly fine! i know there's A LOT of ppl who dislikes him...esp GUYS...anywayz...if u dislike him dun say bad things about him okey???things that are UNTRUE, things lyk "jesse mccartney is gay...jesse is a sissy"..why dun u GUYs put yerself in his shoe...do u like to be called a sissy or gay WHEN YOU'RE NOT?!NO!!so dun call him a sissy or gay when he's NOT before i start call you that and u hate me forever...u might say saying taht he's a sissy or gay is a joke...but I DUN CARE...u wun lyk me saying things that are UNTRUE bout your fav female or male celebs rite??you wun like me saying jessica alba,kiera knightly,maggie q,tata young,jojo,jennifer garner and etc etc are lesbians...bitch...slut or whatsoever rite??I think if i say things lyk bout my guy frens female celebs they'll burn up instantly....if not...their volcano will erupt one day bout me saying things that are UNTRUE..irrelevant...bad things bout their fav celebs...Jesse is NOT a sissy or gay...he has a gurlfren-katie cassidy and YOU KNOW IT...so SHUT UP and DUN say a single bad thing about Jesse that is UNTRUE!!Respect HIM!!"loads" of ppl now talks bout Respect & Rights...DO THE SAME UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WANT THEM TO DO TO YOU

Goals for 2007

2006-12-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

01) dun procrastinate
02) improve my writing skills
03) be dilligent in everything
04) do my best to finish at least 50 lifepacs
05) accelerate faster with quality
06) learn to control myself
07) try as hard as I can to improve myself
08) make more friends
09) fing out who I really am
10) practice piano more
11) set priority right in my life
12) manage time wisely
13) sulk less
14) dun be so rude to sum ppl
15) will not judge ppl through outward appearance
16) be more like Christ
17) christian walk with God must grow higher
18) in everything give thanks
19)learn to count me blessings
20)complain less
21)be who God wants me to be
22)honor my parents ore
23)understand my work
24)talk less and listen more
25)study hard
26)read more GOOD books
27)say sorry more

i think that's all

JESUS IS THE REASON I LIVE & SING

L.I.F.E

2006-12-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

i don't know why...i just dun feel like writing/typing bout the youth camp....lazy to think i guess...anywayz...i'll see then...

P.S. I still like last years' camp better.....but year by year...i learn a lot of stuff bout GY Camp n from GY Camp

i nearly forgot this...i mean i forgot bout this till juz now-2:41pm

Kalahari-Calamari got 3rd for the tag and we got 13,000
1st for treasure hunt 18,000

and mind u there are 16 teams

and the camp champion is Desesparado 100,000 euro
1st runner up The W.O.R.M 88,481 euro
2nd runner up Kalahari-Calamari!!!!!!!!!!!! 70,000<80,000 euro

i forgot bout this one....me,nana,& renee watch how BOYS SLEEP....interesting rite???anywayz...im the one who started it la...so cute la...sum of them...the way they sleep....haiya...shud have taken 'em them...but too bad i dun have camera...BUT i wun upload it...coz it's their RIGHT & privacy...lyk what ian says "My pic is my rights" and blablabla...

they way they sleep is sososososooss CUTE

Sushi?

2006-12-20T12:50:00.001+08:00

19th December, 8:31pm

Just ate sushi...for the first time in my life...i feel like vomiting when im eating sushi...i think i know why...because the "fish meat" or wateva you call that is too thick...so that tells me why is "sushi King" and etc etc the meant they give you is thin...very thin...so nxt time dun think that they're kedekut or wateva coz they give u thin meat...they are doing you a GREAT favor by giving you thin meat/little.

GY Camp 2006

2006-12-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

before i write anything about the camp in er...order.i'll write down what i wrote down on paper what im feeling and happening at that time...get it??

14th December 2006, 1:42am

tired and fatigue...not really actually...my eyes wanna close but NOT closin...i just finish making a bookmark for my mortal...okey...thinking bout my GA...hoping it's a guy...they say it's a guy."IT" gave me a pair of small pink-peach color shoe soap(?)...wateva u call thgat...and a fake rose with a chain caught in a net.i WANT MORE GA!!!oh ya!my GA ask sumone to ask sumone to give me a pinch(OUCH!)...haha that sounds familiar...the pinch part...ohhhh Sherene said that...er...this morning??now im thinking bout how carried away i was just now...not exactly "carried away",but....nvm...now thinking bout what happen at the nite service.I remember that during YE or sleep-over in nana's hse...we prayed for a blast on the 1st day itself and not the last day,coz normally on the 3rd nite onli we'll really have a blast...yea...sumthing lyk that..AND IT DID HAPPEN!!!IT JUST HAPPEN...i had a breakthru....i finally cried(hahaha)...the words Pastor John say is just so true...the situation he's speaking of is lyk mine...it tells me taht im not the onli gurl or er person that's going through all these 'stuffs' in life.

P.S. wow...i ended in the camp's theme..LIFE
finish writing this @...2:00am...very early

I ate twingges...just ate....and it's very cold though it's 30 c...what's wrong with the air-con???nana says "its 30 c but feels lyk -15 c"

14th December 2006 ,9:40pm

exhausted...fatigue...after hydro war...SAMANTHA CHEN ROCKS!!! she's a REALLY GOOD hydrowar V.I.P....missing as in miss-ing "Invasion" & "Las Vegas".Now thinking about "the koala" my GA gave me...GA I want notes though u're a guy...I want Chocolate...we had workshop-self awareness n "gurl talk" today before hydrowar...dExTeR kill me in hydrowar....so bad...well...anywayz it's his job to kill er...me nad other ppl....kill as in "kill" not kill...but "kill".Pastor Henry is preaching now bout being different...and im writing this...heeheeheee...BAD rite?i noe...im a BAD GURL....haha...he's praying now

(P.S. my ****** is sitting behind of SWT-me)

eh...what u thinkin??i know u're thinking ****** is crush..remember crush got 5 letters and even if my crush sit behind me..i wun say a single thing bout it....lolx

9:45pm =.= zZzzZzzZzzzzzZzzzzzZzzz

don't feel lyk doing anything but SLEEP!!-10:10pm
and er...my mortal...wanna get MORE stuff for her...hahahahaha

******=mortal....heeheeehee

15th December 2:24am

was fatigue just now...as in 12++am that time...but when reach my or er...our apartment...eat magee...do cleaning...get obsses with my mortal and GA thing...then now im okey!!!i just dun believe...(i think lightning strike me n then i got HIGH...sweat i noe or was it the magee i ate...nvm)...how can this be?im going to tapao honeystars tomorrow for supper/snack...Days just FLY!-fly fm...sweat as in sweat and not swt which is me...sweat...
P.S.today...i mean yesterday(okey..im confused...heehee) i woke up at er....8.01am to be exact...but i duno what time i sleep la

Kalahari-Calamari

2006-12-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

Kalahari Calamari is NOT kalah kalah setiap hari...hahaha

Kalahari is a Desert sumwhere on earth(i 4got ede..i learn it 2years ago)
Calamari is a kind of SQUID!!!

the strangest thing found in the funniest place is Kalahari-Calamari because it's impossible to find a SQUID in Kalahari DESERT

we get to take a look at our name tag oso,it's so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!i will put the pic of it sumday.it's so CUTE and so UNIQUE!!!

and in my group 80% are gurls...hahaha...GIRL POWER!!!we'll show that gurls is not only
tough in the inside but also the outside!!!!kakakaka

last nite as im lying on my bed i was all the while thinking about my group name...then it hit me that...we(squid) will be found in places lyk (iran n etc...i 4got a name of one country which nearly everyon in it is buddhist(Kalahari))

Understand??

btw...i'm SWT...yea...SWT as in =.=lll

Eloha!!

2006-12-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

hey..er..well i created this blog because i'm too free...i was plannin to create one NEXT YEAR-2007...anywayz...even though no one will be readin this juz yet..i still wanna to post sumthin...i still have a lot to learn...i had a blog in friendster which is active...hehehe...why am i tellin you these...anywayz...i'll close wif a picture my friend(dunnu who) took...and which i edited not wif photoshop BUT....paint...

See Ya Soon!!!